Money just sucks most righteously

So… I WOULD have had the last of my Vegas slideshows done, but my browser crashed at the very end of creating the first one and I was just pissed off. I will have a consolation prize however with pictures of: A giant spider in my house, My pretty birthday bouquet, and my busted face! Wheee!

Last night sucked.

I did my work out, but it was very hard to get through and I just wanted to quit. I have to renew my membership before I can go back and I really don’t have the money for it right now. I’m not sure WHAT the late fee is, but I don’t want to pay it. I really wish they would send something in the mail. It’s sorta cruel to just expect you to go in and pay on time and not tell you when. BLAH.

I tried to log onto my account on the website but it doesn’t work and I’m really just OVER IT.

Ugh!

I proceeded home to a dinner that was less than satisfying. I did cook my pork roast and I will carve it up today and have dinner for the next two days (Including for my boys when they get home tomorrow.)

I have figured out that I have enough food to get us through dinners till I get paid again as well as enough money to have my kids buy breakfast and lunch up until next payday.

My meals, however, are sort of hit and miss. I suppose I can dine on delicious ramen for lunch and hope that cereal and yogurt will not get too boring for breakfast.

I think I’ll go to costco when I get paid. I can come out with $75 to $80 worth of stuff and feed my family for at least 3 weeks. The variety tends to lack, but if I plan out a few meals, I should be ok.

Budgeting just sucks. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!

After all that I played like 2 hours of Persona 4, which I still really like, but I’m ready for some nitty gritty so I might get to that tonight.

I was supposed to go to the gym tonight, but I’m not going since I’ll have to pay. I just can’t afford it right now. I’m banking on my step mother NOT cashing her childcare check before the 6th. I’m just going to have to break down and ask her not to. I have the money, but it brings me down to having ZERO dollars and I just hate that feeling.

I also want to pay my phone bill and yeah… it’ll just SUCK.

As a matter of fact I’m just going to go write her and ask her now.

I want to pay the phone bill TODAY…

Ok, so I just facebook messaged her to ask her to wait until after my next payday to cash the check. I’msure she’ll say ok… or at least I hope she will. (How sad that I’m reduced to Facebook to ensure my stepmother reads my message. She doesn’t check her regular email at all anymore!)

Then I can pay my phone bill up and get my rent paid without too much drama.

I will also be able to afford a small $40 dollar shopping trip between to pick up some odds and ends.

I’ll be fine in a month. I just need to regulate myself.

stupid everything.

I wish we were getting another stimulus check this year. ha ha. I coudl REALLY USE IT.

argh la barg!

Ok, so yeah, last night… played video games, tried to do a slide show and FAILED… and then I watched the end of the laker game and fell asleep.

I also colored.

I do love coloring!

Anything to escape my head.

Plus, who doesn’t want to color a fairy with blue hair?!!!!

That’s what I thought.

So this swine flu thing is super annoying.

I have a runny nose and a headache right now and my throat is tickling.

but i’m sure i’m just overreacting to the panic the media is laying down. Even my job is creating hysteria by sending out these cautionary emails and crap. blah!

I have to stop at Wal Mart tomorrow and get some hand sanitizers for my boys to bring to school.

OH CALAMITY!!!!

Whatever. My kids’ll probably get it. They love germs. And Jacob thinks he’s supposed to wiggle on every floor he encounters, so he’s bound to pick something up.

Oh well, work calls.