Lets cry… then go kill a bitch

He cried because he feels inadequate, like he’s broken too.

It’s not easy going through this, but we do have each other.

He wants a baby just as much as I do, it’s weird to see how far he’s come to embracing that.

We always talk about it and sometimes he says "I want a baby so I can eat it’s little feet" and crazy stuff like that.

It’s just hard on us.

I just don’t get why I was so easily knocked up before. lol.

Now that I want it, my body rebels.

and hurts a lot.

I drank an whole bottle of champagne and felt like crap this morning.

but I’m going to do it all again.

And now I have this mess with my neighbor…

See we had our dogs running around and they went near her door. My kids went to get them (I was in my room at the time, which shares a wall with her place and I can hear every little thing she does outside…) and she comes out and proceeds to SCREAM and holler at my children about getting the dogs away from her stuff and how they are going to pee on her things and she doesn’t want them there and on and on.

I had to grip the side of my bed because I almost flew outside, into her face, and ripped her head off.

HOW DARE SHE yell at my children that way. She looked right at two innocent little boys trying to do the right thing and YELLS AT THEM?

OH hell no. OH MY GOD.

I went to my doorway and screamed back at her crazy ass to NEVER yell at my kids again or i’d kick her ass.

Seriously, don’t yell at my kids, i don’t care what is going on, you have a problem, you don’t YELL at kids. They NEVER do a thing to her or bother her or ANYTHING and this whore yells at my kids when they are trying to do the right thing and keep our dogs away from her shit. I could just kick her teeth in.

 

I"m so absolutely DONE with that woman, you have no idea.

I couldn’t go out and confront her or I’d have gone to jail. Seriously, I’d have punched her in the face. I"m fucking hormonal and angry and she just makes it a million times worse.

UGH.

I hate this. I want to move so bad. I even started looking at houses online again. We can’t REALLY move, but damn I’d love to.

I hate it here.

I hate HER.

she’s a fucking whore and I hope she chokes on her bitchiness and dies.

ugh.

 

 

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October 8, 2011

Perhaps she needs to aspirate her own vomit into her lungs.

Yea, I’d have popped a cap in her ass.

October 8, 2011

Oh Damn you need to move! I’m sorry you have to deal with her shit. Isn’t it the sweetest thing to hear the man you love talk about babies? Big hugs dear, it will all be ok I know it.

People like her will never be happy, it’s amazing she hasn’t offed herself.

October 8, 2011

I’m hating mean people too right now.

October 8, 2011

oh my goodness. and all that other crazy stuff this neighbor has done. 🙁

October 8, 2011

Yeah, in my world we don’t yell at kids like that, we talk with their parents about any concerns. What a tithead.

October 8, 2011

My mom would have flipped her shit on her.

October 8, 2011

I found it unusual and sweet because a lot of men usually don’t do that. And I find it very sweet when they can and do allow stuff like that. Phillip also does the same thing. It’s one of the aspects that I’m prideful and respect about him. It makes it all the harder to deal with stuff like that with your neighbor when you’re already perioding and hormonal because of that and the issue that’s

October 8, 2011

bothering you. It takes a lot for me to get physically violent but when there are moods like that toppling one another then they’d be ever extremely so close to get a serious verbal telling off from me. You also did what I can do sometimes. With gripping something in frustration and anger. I do that when I’m highly irritated and about ready to flop off. And while I’m trying not to do anything

October 8, 2011

else I do that to try to reign it in. It’s sometimes either do that or do something I’d regret. I’d hate it if someone yelled at my kids especially for no reason too. Some people are just crooked old farts.

October 8, 2011

We live in the same state, if only I could come down and slap the shit out of her. I would do it, because seriously, just reading you I know that we would be awesome friends. And friends do that shit for friends. And I’d bring a box of tissues. (HUGS)

October 8, 2011

what a cunt. She’s such a negative influence. She needs to get the fuck out of crazy bitch land, or at least get out of your life.

October 9, 2011

oh yeah.. automatic asswhippin’ right there

I am catching up on your entries! I hate that fucking bitch!

October 10, 2011

ugh

October 12, 2011

you go mama i would have yelled at her to… she deserves to get her teeth knocked in