just wanna get this outta the way…

THIS ENTRY IS WAY TOO MUCH INFORMATION, and you should probably skip it.

This week seemed like a year.

It was really long.

Too much internal struggle.

So I just want to get this out of the way so I can move along to more "enjoyable" topics.

my period fucking sucks.

I have had not one, not two, not three, but FIVE accidents since it started. three of them YESTERDAY and already twice today. I brought extra clothes with me, but I ran out yesterday and today I’ve run o ut. So I’m stuck running around with a damn sweater around my waist like an idiot and I HATE IT.

I wish I could go home or that it hadn’t happened so early in the day.

first was on the train and I ran in to work to change.

Second was just 10 minutes after I got here. I know it was way too early to tell if I was actually pregnant and had a miscarriage, but JESUS, this is the chunkiest bloodiest period I’ve had in a while, including the last one which was pretty damn terrible.

If THIS is the change my body is going through, I’d like to sock my reproductive system in teh face.

QUIT. IT.

I am not in the mood.

stop being such a whore.

bah!

I have a big project I want to complete today. It’s all complicated and stupid.

So I guess I better get on that…

-Blue

September 18, 2009

and yet more love. xoxxooxoxoxoxox

Beautiful406

I really wonder what is going on with your body. I hope it gets back to normal real soon.

ugh. feel better. cheer up – it’s friday!

“stop being such a whore” – *lol* Make sure you keep an eye on that. My body started bleeding heavily and in weird patterns. I ended up almost bleeding to death and had to have a blood transfusion.

Mad thoughts

my virgin ears

*hugs* Maybe its being all whorey because you were late. I know when I am late it hurts like hell. Kind of like my body going ‘Oh, ha ha you thought you were going to get off easy this month. Blah, here, have THIS as punishment.’

[Perfectly]Imperfect.

A Dr. that my friend saw when she miscarried said women are pregnant more times then we know it and have several miscarriages during our life and never know about it because it happens before we even realize we’re pregnant. This could all be BS but I found it interesting.

Sunshine, Lollipops

I hope you feel better!

you know when you say “Don’t read!” its a sign to read read read! /huggles huggles. feel better soon hon. Chris

This may be stupid but imma ask anyway. You don’t have to answer. Are you using just a tampon or a pad as well as the tampon? You shouldn’t bleed through that fast otherwise! Maybe get it checked! 2 mths in a row I had heavy clotting and doc said I had not been pregnant so they didn’t know the cause but it hasn’t happened since!

KPinK

Maybe you had an ovarian cyst burst or something??

still broken

September 19, 2009

That does indeed suck. I prefer tampons because at least then when you have an accident, they’re not nearly as bad. But still…some things just can’t be helped! Weird how bodies do that. If it makes you feel any better, mine does that too. But I mess with my hormones all the time by getting off the Pill now and again, and my inner-workings rebel. So I don’t know what your uterus’s problemis! LOL! Seriously, though, I hope it stops doing this to you.