just babbling between loads of laundry

 

I’ve come to this window so many times, just to click away.

I don’t know what to say.

I forget what I already said.

This place only likes to work when I feel like this and not when I actually have an urgent need.

So it’s another 9/11, and I remember.

You dont’ want to get me started on what i think of how things inthe world are going right now. I’ll probably piss someone off. I’m really not in the mood to piss anyone off today. Maybe tomorrow!

Definitely tomorrow, I’ll piss you all off then.

ANYWAY, I wish I was better at record keeping. Especially about the things happening with my family and my ever growing baby boy. I need to take that damn ticker off the bottom. It’s not moving anymore.

 

I’m making Italian Chicken (basically a bottle of italian salad dressing poured over chicken and baked, lol) for dinner. I gotta get it started early so I’m not cooking it during the hottest part of the day. I can’t wait for the weather to be super cool so I can go back to cooking the way I like. it’s a pain to feel exhausted when I cook. 

and baking will be fun! brownies and cookies and cupcakes and yum! Of course my diet won’t be so great when that happens.

GOD.

I want to lost 15 pounds. That’s my goal. Then I will go to the dr. and make sure my body is in order to try for another child (don’t. say. a. word.) and also make sure my blood pressure is under control. stupid blood pressure. 

 

I’m trying to be productive today. I’ve got dinner going, laundry, gonna make phone calls and such and so.

aren’t you proud of me? BE PROUD OF MEEEE.

i should probably get back to things instead of writing, but I wanted to write.

so yeah.

this. entry. was. stupid.

 

i’m into periods today, especially since I’m on mine. My new cycle is almost a week faster than before. 24 days instead of 28 – 29 days. I feel like my body is trying to flush my eggs quicker. It makes me sad.

 

stupid eggs.

i love you eggs.

AND I LOVE YOU PEOPLE! *muah!*

 

 

 

 

 

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