just a few more hours *e

2 hours, 29 minutes and 4 seconds until I go to the hospital for my induction.

Most updates will be done on Facebook.

Oh this age of technology where we share too much. ha ha.

But if you want to follow along there it is.

If you don’t use facebook or don’t want to add me, well boo damn hoo.

otherwise, look me up ladychaos577@yahoo.com.

However, i’ll only add ppl that send me a message and tell me who they are.

ANYWAYS.

Ummmm… i’m anxious as fuck. like fuckity fuck. My heart is racing and I feel crazy.

I slept maybe 4 hours last night. I just COULDN’T get the rest.

I woke up and did too much work and wore myself out.

My living room is CLEAN.

My mother in law came over and has beena  huge help. She cleaned my kitchen and bedroom and is doing all the laundry. I feel terrible that it piled up the way it did, but I have just been out of commission for the most part.

She suggested we hire a housekeeper for a once a month deep clean.Her sister does it.

I am ashamed that she felt she had to suggest it, but we probably will.

I know once I recover from the pregnancy things will be better, but ugh. I must suck terribly.

i do suck.

ANYWAY.

so anxious.

I will be going to start this process very soon.

We are mostly ready to go, but damn I feel like I’m not ready.

I don’t remember feeling like this at all before. I was younger and never induced before.

I remember they were going to induce me with Jonathon but I had him before that date.

I’m freaking out. I gotta get over this crap.

ARGH BREATHE!!!

I will update when I can and yeah. I’m gonna lay down and try to think of anything else.

Things are going to be fine. I’m just freaking out because it’s new.

*sigh*

ok then.

in a few hours.

here we go.

*e: and my new ticker, the last before he’s born: No Mommy, that’s not another baby up your butt. It’s just me locking into position to be born! I’m 37 weeks old, only 21 days to go!

No Nugget, only a few at most. maybe just hours. Who knows.

 Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!

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