Jacob Drama

Great. Just great.

Jonathon, my 10 year old, is normally my problem child. He gets calls from school all the time. He’s the one we had the big stupidmeetings about. It’s all a big THING with him all the time.

Jacob rarely gets into trouble, and when he does, he corrects VERY quickly because he’s a people pleaser and doesn’t like to be on the bad side of things.

WELL, at lunch today I got a call from the school. Jacob was in class and for some reason he got really upset, tied his sweater around his neck, and pulled it until it was as tight as it could get. They took him from class and tried to calm him down, but he wouldn’t talk about what was bothering him.

Please, tell me, what the hell happened to trigger THAT sort of reaction?

I DONT’ KNOW!

They want me to have a conference with that stupid ass counselor bitch that I hate so she can give me more options I’ll ignore (because I’ll just take him to something covered by my health insurance like I did with Jonathon, god) and probably call DCS on me to come make sure he’s not being abused or some shit. I don’t know.

I can’t even THINK of what would make him do that. WHAT?!!!

the only thing I can think of is that he was talking about his "first dad" last night. He said his first memories include him. That fucking jerk ass. I hate even thinking about him. He has traumatized my son with his actions and it might very well be the thing making him upset now, but I won’t know until I get a chance to talk to him.

I can’t leave work for another 2 hours.

I won’t get to school for another 3 and a half.

I’m freaking out because I don’t understand what would make him act like that, he NEVER acts like that. I’m worried.

I’m really worried.

and now they are going to be even more up in my business and I just want them OUT OF MY BUSINESS.

I can’t wait until I’m home so I can deal with this shit sooner. I’m a mess.

I can’t even focus on work. I can’t think about anything.

god.

I’ll update when I know what the hell is going on with my son.

Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!

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