It’s like a sundae without the hot fudge….

I have been a HORRIBLE noter this week. I just haven’t gotten around to even half of my favs. I’m sorry. I’ll get to you soon! I don’t know if it will be today mainly because I have a bunch of evil work to do, traninig for 2 hours in the afternoon… and yeah. Just busy.

But I’ll get to you! I’ll just be behind and leave you a bunch of notes all of a sudden.

Annnyyy waaaaaayssss…

So last night, as predicted,I didn’t talk about any of my issues.

Baboo met me at the train station looking delicious as always. He has this sorta dark and handsome thing going on these days with his facial hair and he just looks like the hotness.

Anyway, we picked up the boys and went home and I made rice and green beans and biscuits for dinner. I also sauteed some chicken so that I can just add onions and bell peppers and seasonings and stuff to make a stir fry for tonight.

Dinner was good. I did an experiement with my chicken (did I tell you I got two whole chickens for 77 cents a pound?! super good deal. I wish I could have gotten more!) and just put a little of all my seasonings on it. It came out good! I shall call it "All Season Chicken"… ha ha.

Then the boys took their baths and went to bed. Jonathon threw up last night, I’m not sure why. Blah. I’m sorta waiting for some stupid phone call fromhis nurse, but I sent him to school even though he said his stomach was hurting. I need not have 2 absences in one week for "sick" kids. I did bring in a Dr.’s note for Jake, so they know I’m not faking, but it still doesn’t look good…

Baboo and I settled in after I had a shower and some blow jobness was initiated. hahah. blow jobness.

Yeah, we were watching the final quarter of the Lakers game… methinks we should have sex and blow jobs every 4th quarter so they can win. ha ha!

that can’t happen if he’s with his boys though *wink wink nod nod*… or can it.

uhh…

ANYWAY… (some mild sex talk ahead)

The sex was nice, but I tried to tell him that his usual methods of getting me riled up could be adjusted. He usually just goes for the aggressive clitoral stimulation… which works, but it’s not the best way to get me going. I tried to get him to kiss me, but it wasn’t really happening… so whatever.

It didn’t take away from the nice orgasm I had, but I could have used some more gentle foreplay. He did do a good amount of the slow and smooth grinding *wink*… that was very nice. I guess he made up for his quick start.

I guess I can use an ice cream analogy. It’s like having a sundae without the hot fudge.. or whipped cream. It’s still DELICIOUS because ice cream is gonna be amazing no matter what. But sometimes you want the works and it just makes it that much better. I dont’ always need the works. Sometimes even I dont’ want to put the effort in for the works, but oh well.

I guess I should shut up since I had such amazing birthday sex.

I’ll shut up.

I’m still not opposed to having a little fling with a hot girl.

We’ll see right?

Anyway… it was delicious and then we watched Zombie Town… which was one of the WORST zombie movies I’ve ever seen. I do love some horrible cheesy zombie movies, but this was ridiculous. They were just… stupid and yeah… it was ridiculous. I also don’t like the parasitic slug premise. I much perfer the gov’t bio weapon conspiracy… I guess cuz it could (and will!) actually happen.

Anyway, after that we fell asleep and I had weird dreams I can’t remember.

It was a late start this morning.

I got paid today. I think I got my final raise. It’s about 40 bucks a paycheck. Wheee.

Meanwhile, my boss told me yesterday that while we will probably be saved from lay offs, we will almost definitely be forced to take a day off without pay every pay period. This is going to really hurt me.

That’s about $500 bucks a month I’ll lose. That’s my savings that I store up so that my childcare is not such a blow when they are out of school.

Now I’m sorta boned and I don’t know what to do, especially since my step mother is looking for a job and won’t be able to help me out and I’m at the mercy of.. whatever.

I don’t know, I really DON’T know what I’m going to do…

Its not like I can take another job because that would require CHILDCARE which I have no money for!

UGH!!!!

It’s making my head just HURT…..

We’ll see won’t we?

Ugh….

I could weather one day a month, but two is just really not going to be easy… I’m praying that our unions do their damn job and get it knocked down to ONE. Please… I’ll take the hit, I know we need to, but just ONE day a month… PLEASE….

I really REALLY need to get out from under this 600 dollar car payment. If I could reclaim 200 bucks a month I’d be doing so well.

ugh… maybe one day… I just don’t think it’s gonna happen now cuz my credit is looking like crap on a stick.

I need to write B of A… I thought for sure they’d ahve sent me a letter or something by now, but I’ve gotten NOTHING for 3 months and they are just dinging away at my credit like nobodies business. It’s not fair. I put in an application for their payment plan (I need to find the copy of that I made) and they NEVER responded to me. Last payment I sent was in February and they haven’t sent me anything since. It’s really messed up.

Stupid B of A…

Stupid money!!!

Anyway, I gotta get to that stupid work I mentioned earlier… bosses are sending me emails to do reports and such. so… blah!

Happy Wednesday and shiz