It is a stye! Oh my!

IT IS A STYE!

Thanks favs!

I looked it up, and while it’s not like SOME of the gross pictures that i saw, it is like the others. It’s like on the top of the eyelid looking all crazy. I am going to try the warm compresses. and hope it goes away. I don’t want this complicated one that they say can only be removed surgically! oh god! no! not an eye surgery! *shivers*

 

Anyway, it’s ugly and needs to go.

damn it.

it’s been there for like 2 weeks but it was small and i thought it would just go away. But it got big like two days ago and freaked me out. So i’m hoping if i start trying to treat it now, it will go away.

 

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE MY FACE?!

ugh.

not like i don’t feel ugly and horrible as it is. I don’t feel pretty at all these days. People at work and my family really liked my hair though. at least there is that.

 

i’m about to starve to death.

lunch in 7 minutes.

Baboo is going to be set free of his ankle bracelet today. As a matter of fact, he’s going to the place right now! YAHOO! He was actually free to leave his house on the 27th, so he’s been wandering around (also why he was at my place yesterday). I know he’s happy about it. He’s coming over tonight and I shall feed him. Feeding him makes me happy… especially when it’s good food. I don’t know why i’m so good to him. Honestly. He’s a butt. He keeps asking me why i stick around too. Question for the ages.

You can’t pick who you love.

 I’m not sure if he’s gonna come over all week like he said, but I won’t mind either way. Even if he is making me feel like a nothing… i guess i’m hard to please. I’ll be glad to see him tonight, pounce on him and cuddle. That will make me so happy. so so happy.

but right NOW… i’m so hungry, you have no idea. i’M GONNA FALL OVER.

dieting sucks.

and yes, i’ve been eating my frequent small meals. 1500 or less cals a day. Even with my thanksgiving splurge,i really only think i went up to 2000 cals…

so yeah…

i’m just HUNGRY RIGHT NOW.

ha ha.

and i haven’t lost a pound. I want to kill myself.

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December 1, 2008

1) They sell like eye drop things at the store for styes if any of the home remedies don’t work and 2) I have a digital camera I’m not using anymore that I can send you if you don’t get one for Xmas.

December 1, 2008

Dieting and suddenly cutting things out makes it difficult for me to lose weight. It also makes me very grumpy, ha. One trick I use to cut pounds is to serve myself twice as much veggies as carbs and then cut 1/4 (total) off my plate. After the birth of my daughter, I lost around 40-45lbs with these “tricks” and exercise.

December 1, 2008

Could your bump be a sty? My nephew used to get them under/ on his eyelids. Not pleasant stuff. You should be able to get over-the-counter meds, if so.

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December 1, 2008

Yuck, a sty. I had one once and I felt like freaking Shrek with it. My parents discussed trying to pop it but f-no… no one was getting near my EYE with a needle!! Ugh, I feel quite unattractive today.

December 1, 2008
December 1, 2008

I meant to say on that last entry that I thought it might be a stye too… I’m sure it’ll go away, one of my friends had one once. Weird little things!!

December 1, 2008

I’m sorry! I hate styes.

December 1, 2008

Want to hear a natural cure for styes? Take some of your first urine of the morning and dab it on the stye 😀 No joke. It’s in a book of natural cures 🙂

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December 1, 2008

Dude, she’s not that cute at three in the morning when she rolls over and tells you she’s lost her pants, she needs them back, but she’s too tired to figure out where they went to. Oh, and that she’s thirsty (and starts in with the fake cough to effectively irritate you). LOL… Probably not the best parenting, but she sleeps in my bed more than she doesn’t.

December 1, 2008

Ugh.! Stye’s sound gross! One of the Diarist’s that we both read, (You and I), by the name of A Stronger Woman, she used to get them all the time, when I read her back a few years ago too. So, she’d know about them, and know what you’re going through. Lol. Hope it gets better for you soon anyway hun.! And glad that Baboo is getting his ankle bracelet removed today. 🙂 Lol. That’s Great!

December 1, 2008

Hope you got to eat soon after this! 🙂 Lol. Ryn: Yeah. I don’t know. It’s just what I thought I read about it. Lol. I’m still fairly new to it, so I still need to get all the facts about it kinkered out! 🙂 Lol. And, it’s rather soothing and comforting to know that, you didn’t make it your first time either! It doesn’t make me feel so bad now! Lol. But yeah, you’re right! At least I got

December 1, 2008

a taste of it! 🙂 Lol. And, you’re also right that, I might do better next year!. 🙂 Lol. Thanks Hun.! 🙂 Lol. Hugs.!