I’m not interesting

I overslept by about 10 minutes this morning and it actually has made a HUGE difference. I’m less tired and grouchy, which is odd!

I guess I also went to bed about 30 minutes early too. That also had something to do with it.

It seems I should go to bed earlier overall, but I probably won’t. I’m a glutton for punishment.

I wish today was Friday. Ugh.

but I’ll deal with armpit thursday since I have to.

My period is almost over, thank the heavens. I’m sick to death of bleeding.

Everytime I’m at the end of it all I am relieved and think "This is the price I pay for having the opportunity to try and have a baby, boys don’t get this hell, but they also don’t get that bliss."

So, there is that. 

but it’s also a kick in the face if you’re not able to conceive. Your body just bleeds to make you suffer more.

The curse we bear is terrible.

I’m in on my creativity overload periods. I have SO MANY things I want to do and not enough time to get them all done. I don’t like it. I need to organize, but that only makes it all seem that much bigger. I’ll make it! I will!!!!!

OMG, i just head that there is some picture floating around of an alleged Justin Timberlake penis. (Justin’s timber, as the radio guys just said, ha ha!)…

I wanna see it.

i’m just curious.

I wonder if it curves to the left.

I’m terrible.

I had the worst dreams last night with assface in them. and he came back trying to mess up my family and confuse my kids and i was yelling and screaming at him that i was married to my real husband and he needed to go away forever. and he was demanding to see Jacob, so I stabbed him over and over and he somehow got into a truck and left. I woke up really mad.

ugh.

I should NOT read old entries. lol. but they are so CRAZY. I mean, I was a damn nut.

Anyway… if there was anything else interesting to say, it’s gone. it’s just gone. i’m left with a grumbling stomach, earwax, and question marks.

oh well.

maybe i’ll come back later and be all interesting and crap.

loveyoupeople *muah!*
 

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