i’m not drunk

my cat won’t let me type. he’s licking my hand. it tickles.

so much to write and yet… argh.

my jon might need to go back to the hospital tomorrow. Finger tingling and such. I got good advice about what might be happening, but argh! Total ARGH!

I might be working 6 hour days next week. That’s the stupidest thing in the world, but there it is. blah.

I’ve decided I’ll try to nanowrimo this year, despite all the other projects I have to do. I’m going to write in a style I’ve never really indulged in before. I’ll probably get a couple thousand words and die on the vine.

 

I’m frustrated with my lack of sex life. and my desire to prove a point got me UNLAID last night. what the fuck ever. He doesn’t like being rejected. He shouldn’t reject me so much then.

 

Roku killed another mouse today. Those little shits are running rampant around my room. I hate this house. He’s hunting one right now.

KILL ROKU KILL!

I wish I was a ninja.

I’ve got hearburn.

I need water.

and a cookie.

I refrained from having any alchohol this evening. Baboo went to bed before 8 PM. He’s tired and I didn’t want to drink alone.

I’m watching Bleach. I’ve missed a cool looking adult swim show that started back in June. I need to watch more anime.

I’m doing laundry.

I wish I had a cookie or … something.

We’ll cut all his tendons.

DAMN I WANT TO BE A SOUL REAPER.

They get to fly around with swords and shiz.

That’s it, next comic-con I’m buying a damn sword.

enough of me.

I’m so fucking depressed.

 

 

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first thing you need to do is track that kid down and get his parents information and explain what happened. Then eat their souls. /huggles. Chin up buttercup. Chris

October 23, 2011

Sounds like lonely and very thoughtful and lightly hungry. Hang in there, love.

get that cookie and don’t be depressed – Halloween is next week! That’s reason to celebrate. Sometimes having a drink alone isn’t so bad as long as you don’t get WASTED alone. Wasted and alone are a dangerous combo. Like super ninja zombies. Scary. Do you think you’d have better chances at getting preggo if you didn’t drink alcohol and stuff? Just curious.

October 23, 2011

I fucking love Bleach…

October 23, 2011

Like I said on FB… I can’t help but get pissed off at the little shit who hurt Jon in the first place. I hope he’s okay. 🙁 Dude, Bleach is the BUSINESS! That and freakin’ Fullmetal! Ed Elric is my boy!

My heart hurts for you. I just want you and Baboo to be on the same ground, it doesn’t take much, you aren’t asking for a lot. 6 hour days are a bit ridiculous. I wonder if the clavicle is pressing on one of Jon’s nerves and causing the tingling. I have that problem when I get knots in my shoulder, when the knots get really bad, I get tingling down my arm, then I go for a massage. Not really possible for a broken clavicle, I wonder if it’s not set properly. Poor guy 🙁 *hugs*

October 23, 2011

=(

October 23, 2011

i wish I was there, I would have drank with you

October 23, 2011

Hate to see you feeling down. You’ve been upbeat, overall, for so long. Hope it’s a temporary phase. Re: those mice. I think you’re going to have to let the landlord get the exterminator out there. We had mice years ago, in a different house. We got caught up in their cuteness and tried to do the humane thing. We were soon overrun, in spite of a 100lb lab in the house. Had to kill ’em 🙁

October 23, 2011

Ugh hun. I don’t know how you deal with what you deal with with the very little sex life thing. That level must suck. I hope Jon doesn’t develop anymore issues from that incident. I had a feeling had might have some. I hope whatever this issue is can be fixed and he’ll get better soon. Hugs.

October 23, 2011
October 23, 2011

Seems like depression season 🙁 Anime does need to be watched more frequently by all! I need the super power to not sleep; I could do so much more stuff! And by that I mean watch a bunch of TV.