I suck at life.

I totally forgot to call my dad yesterday.

Guess who sucks at life?! *waves hand furiously*

I kept thinking about it, but I knew he’d be at church until after 4 and then I got busy doing stuff and totally forgot.

so I just completely suck and I’ll call him today, but the damage has been done.

*sigh*

Anyway… my weekend was as stupid as my error yesterday.

You know how I thought i had fixed my game play issues?

I didn’t.

It crashed the next three times I played it and really depressed me.

Whatever.

I guess I should give up.

My kids were on a roll and they’ll probably think I abuse Jacob because he has scratches all over his face. *sigh*

Him and Jon were fighting a lot.

Baboo came over (which cheered me) but I didn’t get any sex.

My crazy female neighbor moved out.

I was supposed to do big cleaning but I couldn’t motivate myself to do crap.

I’m a failure all around.

I’m still sorta depressed.

I don’t like things NOT going my way.

Stupid Bally’s e-mailed me on Saturday saying they’d downgrade my membership.

that doesn’t really help me. I still don’t want to pay 25 bucks a month to go to a gym twice a month.

UGH.

So I guess I’m gonna be taking some time next month to get a birth cert. the only good thing is that I’ll be able to go to the gym a lot more because the boys will be at my dads for the weekdays. It will also give me more time to go to the registrar office. I hope I can find one closer than the one I went to last time.

that just sucked.

I spent way too much money at Target getting cleaning supplies and random crap for my house.

I shouldn’t have, but I did.

I hope Baboo can pay me back this week. It will be a LIFE SAVER.

Ugh.

Only 2 more paychecks before the pay cut. I am not amused.

This entry just screams FAIL.

I want to stop writing now. I’m not even going to edit this, so if there are blaring errors, oh well.

I hope everyone else is doing better.

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June 22, 2009

i called my dad twice but he didn’t answer! but he called me today only to talk for 2 seconds before he goes ‘oh i got another call’ but hopefully we can do a movie this week to extend the holiday festivities..

June 22, 2009

**hugs!!** Things will look up! Promise!!! <3

June 22, 2009

*huggles* xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx and smoochies xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

cheer up! 🙁 I called my dad but all he wanted to do was talk to jim. sort of.

June 22, 2009

*hugs* sucky times

oooh. poor papa chaosbride!

June 22, 2009

Aww 🙁

June 22, 2009

I’m sorry you forgot to call your dad. I thought about sending mine an email but sucked it up and made the call. (we don’t talk very often) I hope your week is better than your weekend. *hugs*

June 22, 2009

Ugh! I’m sorry you’re down. Hopefully things will get better soon. Just reading the title.. I could automatically relate. Hugz to ya!

sorry about the rough weekend 🙁 hope your dad isn’t too upset when you call him later today.

June 22, 2009

Ehh, it’s just a lull. Things will get better. Can’t say when, but it will! I still don’t understand why you have to have a birth certificate to put them in the little kids gym thing. I know you probably explained it somewhere, but I missed it. Do they think you’re just going to bring other people’s kids there for free babysitting?! Ooh. Stillie just had an idea…

June 22, 2009

*hug*

June 22, 2009
June 22, 2009

I am right there with you. I also forgot to call my dad yesterday and didn’t remember until just a few minutes before I read your entry. What sucks worse is I don’t feel like calling because I am to depressed to talk

goodness!! *hugging you big time*

You are way too hard on yourself, dude. I didnt call my dad. No biggie, my family only celebrates Halloween and Christmas.