i might go crazy right now

No word from my doctor. Not sure if I’m gonna go messing around at the hospital today. I feel "ok" in regards to anything "labory"

the back ache is gone, the pressure is gone, baby is kicking the batshit out of my bladder, so all is ok.

BUT.

I’m starving.

Like I can’t stop eating. I want to eat everything in sight.

and anxious. VERY ANXIOUS. antsy. fidgety. weird.

I need to calm down but I’m having a hard time.

I may not come to work tomorrow. I just may not.

and do I care?

let me think about it.

NOPE.

I’m gonna go focus on cleaning my desk so I can just not worry about what might be "left behind" if I never come back.

bah.

who am i kidding.

I’m not gonna focus on shit.

fuck.

Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!

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In the reading I’ve done I read that braxton hicks this early are quite common for people that have already had kids. I hope that you do not go into labour this early, you’ve had enough stress. Your doctor should take you off work. Did you mention your stress and anxiety? Is your doctor on crack? Your stress and anxiety would have doctors easily writing you off work up here, without question. Does this guy/girl think you are joking around? Are you going to mention how you feel physically and that you haven’t been doing well this last week at all? I’m pissed off now, this is ridiculous.

four.leaf.clover

May 10, 2012

Hugs!! I hope the stress level goes down for you soon. You should be able to enjoy this time!

B+

I say eat! Maybe nugget is having a growth spurt!

xcrystalsunshine

*hugs*

KPinK

I wish you could go home NOW!

ReinyLane

Eat and de-stress. Those are my orders!

Empyrean

Maybe de-cluttering your desk will help relieve some stress. Or maybe once you’re home you can go for a walk or something. I know youre a few hours behind me, but it’s absolutely BEAUTIFUL out here. And the sky is gorgeous. Is it there too? RYN: 😀 That first date WAS the best. 😛 I like that word, smooshy. LoL. I haven’t been that way in a LONG time. It feels weird. But I like it. 🙂

M.C.

Maybe it’s your job that’s causing you anxiety and stress. Try to calm down and focus on your job as little as possible.

Calm…breathe…it will be ok. Screw work and that stressful crap. They know you are leaving. Just listen to Nugget, he will let you know whats going on.