i hate humans
I laid in bed this morning thinking about what I wanted to write and of course most of it is gone.
So lets just escalate to the rant.
I’m doing ok. Baby is still snug in the uterus. Random contractions, but nothing to indicate labor. I have more monitoring today so hopefully that’ll go well. I have an appt and monitoring on Friday as well.
Went to the beach with the fam yesterday. It was alright. No big blow ups and weird things so thatwas nice. it was really cold so I didn’t sit outside much. We had my dad’s motor home so I sat in there with my hipster emo brother, my crazy dad and my husband. good times.
My boys are home. I missed them. I don’t miss their whining lol. Oh well. We have over due library books. Ugh.
My step mother is throwing me a baby shower next weekend. My aunt and cousin were all gung ho to go, and as it is I may only have ilke 3 people there (including them) so whatever.
Ya know, not liking humans is a double edged sword. I don’t like being hurt. so I dont like people. But sometimes I wish I did so that I could have more people in my life. But then the ones that are there hurt me. So it just affirms why I hate everyone.
I will just have to learn to live with it. And keep withdrawing so I’m not hurt.
whatever.
stupid humans.
I ate a hot dog for breakfast. Without a bun. don’t even ask. it was fucking delicious.
I have to do something. clean or something.
I have my hospital bag halfway packed. I will finish that too.
Ah life.
I can’t wait to have my baby.
Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!
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One of the best things about having babies is that then there are magically more people whom you actually LIKE!
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humans just stink in general. /huggles. Chris
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haha I love Queen’s comment, so true.
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its crazy how good grilled hot dogs look to me!
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🙁 You know that I’m still here for you, right? <3
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I think I am the same way. I have a lot of people I hang with, but not many I consider true friends.
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I am hating having neighbors. The paranoid bitch in me has me thinking that they’re talking about me… which may not be too far off.
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I can not wait for the zombie apocalypse.
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i will be at a baby shower next weekend too… hope yours is wonderful and fun no matter how many people you have. *hugs* i hate it when you have ideas to write and then you sit down and it’s gone. argh. and hot dogs are good with or without buns.
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I don’t know.. I’ve been hurt by friends but I’ve also had some great friendships. Sometimes it is worth it to make new friends and have good people in your life. I didn’t have too many people at my shower either, most of them were Aleyn’s family, but my two good friends Jenn and April were there and it was really nice. No friendship or relationship is perfect. Glad you had a good time at the beach.
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I would totally come to your baby shower…we have been friends for years and years anyway (yes, OD counts!!)…good Lord I looked at your ticker – 30 days! I remember when Nugget was, well, a nugget! Have I been gone for THAT long?? *hugs*
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Humans have always sucked balls. But now you can choose which ones you allow in and which ones you reject with a nice gun shot wound to the throat. And and BTW, I agree with Queen.
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Hugs.
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What is a hot dog without a bun? Just a piece of meat.
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I get a hankering for a hotdog every so often, but it has to be either at a baseball game or the ballpark brand, otherwise it’s icky. Or maybe I’m just weird.
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Between my three pregnancies, I’ve had 5 baby showers. The smaller ones are always the better ones, no joke.
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I, too, hate humans. Deeply. (HUGS) I can’t wait for you to have your baby as well. 🙂
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But…but without humans, where would I get my flesh that I want to eat?!?
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I can’t wait to see your baby here! pictures ! not a fan of humans, myself actually..
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I can’t wait for you to have your baby too. 🙂 <3
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I have always been drawn to you. Maybe it is because you are awesome, perhaps because you are hot. Or could it be that you are like a banker? People come and go, dropping off, collecting, while I sit out front with no legs on a skateboard; and every time I enter, you narrow your eyes as I approach the cookies. I only do it to keep you sharp. *two cookies fall from sleeve* 🙂 Get you some coffee?
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