I guess I’m a creepy old lady now…

First of all, to my newest "bookmark"… or FAV (I’m not letting that term go!) … I’m sorry if I’m a creepy old lady. sometimes I forget I’m old… or older… and it might be seriously creepy that you’re a teenager and I’m like "oh videogames! *drool*" and stuff… at 30 years old.

When the holy hell did I turn 30?! And why do I have to be this age?! I’m writing a complaint letter to… aging. It’s not providing the correct customer service and technical support!

But seriously, when I think about my age it’s sort of surreal. So that’s why I don’t think about it. I shove it deeeeeep into the brain folds.

And that makes me forget.

Mentally, I am seriously not that old. I mean, I have my moments where I HAVE TO BE AN ADULT and I pull myself out of my immaturity to deal with shit I hate, but most of the time… I forget just how "old" I’m supposed to be.

stupid age.

stupid numbers.

ANYWAY, I hope I’m not creepy and that we can be friends.Or maybe not.

It’s such a weird thing.

ANYHOW…

I am going to try ONE MORE THING to make my game work. I’m going to take the case off my cpu and run a fan on it. It MIGHT be an overheating issue. So we’ll see. I don’t think it’s my power supply (which would suck, cuz I already had one go bad and I bought a really expensive one!!!) but it might be. but it might be overheating, so I’m gonna take the case off and run a fan (I also may just need to blow dust out of it, so I’m gonna pick up a can of air too… might just "borrow" one from work. I’ll bring it back!) and I may have to do that when I play that game and if it works, it’s worth it!

so ok, that’s all.

shit, i was gonna say something else.

hmmm.

oh well.

anyhow, we are celebrating some birthdays today and they have really gone all out. Especially for one of my staff. She got her cube surprise decorated with latex balloons and shiz.

It’s sorta… I dunno… unfair.

hahahah.

Like, if you’re gonna go all out for just ONE person, it makes the rest of us feel like chopped liver!

ha ha.

oh well.

i don’t need their stinking latex balloons!

latex is better served to create condoms.

*blink*

uhhhhh…

yeah.

I should go.

As you can see, I’m feeling a LOT better today.

stupid day!!!!