I feel like i’m gonna explode

we had a breakfast thingie for my boss today. there were tiny baby blueberry muffins.

and they were delicious.

My brain is very tensed out right now. I can’t focus and I feel like I’m "missing" something.

I really hate trying to track down my boss and get her to sign stuff.

I’m tired of doing work in general today.

I feel like I’m gonna jump out of my skin! ugh!

I want to go home, curl up in my down comforter, and read. Then fall asleep.
Wake up and read some more.

blah.

I’m glad I don’t have to cook dinner tonight.

I will, however, be driving all over america.

I gotta get Baboo and then we are going to eat and then home.

I sorta want to go to the gym, but maybe saturday.

I’m tired.

my bones feel weary.

i want to go to the doctor and be done with worrying about what my body is or isn’t doing.

i want to get divorced and remarried (crazy right?)

I want to have my last baby and be happy.

I want all of these things to already have happened so I can be thinking of the next list of things that I want to happen.

I need to chill.

*sigh* i hope all of those things you want will work out for you sonner rather than later. 🙂 this day is loooong and boring. where’s friday at?

Beautiful406

October 15, 2009

I want to have my last baby and be happy too.

Divorced and remarried? Are you crazy? :op

pintador

hahahaha…that last comment about wanting that stuff to already have happened so you can get your next list togther is very telling. You have good insight. That mind set – always having the next “list” – is probably the key to the human condition of never actually being happy… 🙂 Ah well…we’re all in the same unhappy boat!

-Blue

I WANT, I WANT, I WANT! Now you’re talking like a girl.

the second book is way better than the first. I actually read the second book before I read any of the rest – it’s what got me hooked to begin with. It was nice to read the first book to get the back story – but the third book drags and she messes up at the end. She says on one page that she tells two people something, then a few chapters later when the character is talking to someone she thinks that she wishes she had told the other people about it – but she did, three chapters before! I hate when there are errors like that, hate hate hate.

M.C.

October 16, 2009

Yeah, I think we all need to chill lovey!

Night Owl

October 17, 2009

those box muffins look scrumptdiddlyumptious!