He’s moving out… :(
Sitting at my desk crying like a baby.
I know another reason why I’ve felt low and didn’t realize why.
My brother just texted me and said he’s planning on moving out on the 26th.
I’ve been taking care of him for over 2 years now, so it’s like… a shock to my system.
he won’t be around anymore.
god. ouch.
cry baby cry baby.
god!
It hurst more than I thought.
he’s trying to grow up.he doesn’t want me to pay for him anymore. He wants to get a job aand take care of himself. My aunt and uncle (where he’s moving, who didn’t bother to help all the years up til now, mind you) have some job connections and have offered him a room in their house (this aunt and uncle are brother and sister, on my moms side. They aren’t like, married. so both are direct blood relatives and I’m glad they’re helping NOW, but they didn’t lift a finger for the last two years. whatever.)
so he’s moving on the 26th.
And it’s like a punch to the gut.
I know he’s growing up and he has to make these decisions and I’m really proud of him.
to put icing on the cake
my crazy bio mom emailed me today.I guess my brother told her about my dad having his surgery and she wanted to wish him well.
it’s like… thanks… and also thanks for being crazy and making me have to take in my brothe rin the first place because I’ve liked having him around. despite some issues, he’s a great kid… man… whatever the hell an 18 year old is! lol
I gotta stop crying. I’ve already been caught once. BUCK UP BUCKO.
blah.
I wanna go home now.
2 hours, 20 minutes.
I guess I can make it that long.
Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!
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It’s sad that he’s leaving but good in so many ways. You should be proud of him, this is such an adult decision to make. And you should be proud of yourself that you were the one who nurtured him to get him to this point. You did a good job. But I never had any doubts.
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That’s sad. I hate it when things change when you don’t want them to.
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🙁 At least you can be proud of him.
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its nice u take care of someone but its like having a son chaosbride. u take care of him till he grows up & spread its wings. thing is its good to take care of someone..but u gotta let him have freedom & defend himself in the world.
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Has it been that long?! Holy hell, man, it feels like its only been a few months. Its time, momma bird, you have done a great job with him but its time for him to fly on his own. Who knows where he would be if not for you.
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RYN:
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you did a good job *hugs*
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You are an amazing woman and your brother is going to always remember your kindness. I would do anything for my little bro too, but he’s almost 31 and he has actually been helping me lately with his moral support. Siblings, in spite of being a huge pain in the ass are also a real blessing. But I am sorry that you are sad.
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I’m sure you are sad to see him go but proud of him at the same time because you know he’s trying to better his life for himself. It’s not like he’s leaving on bad terms or anything, so hopefully you two can still stay close and he’ll know that you’ll always be around if he needs you. *hugs!*
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You took care of your bro when your Mom was being a basketcase. If it wasn’t for you he likely would have been in foster care. He is ready to leave because by being with your family he has learned to be independent. I don’t think he will ever forget what you did for him.
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Awwww… :/ Another stop-growing-up-damnit moment. *hugs*
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I completely understand this feeling. My brother is 19, and I found out through facebook that he got engaged yesterday. It was so hard not living with him anymore, and it’s so so so hard seeing him grow up without me around. They’re our brothers and we always want to be the ones to guide them. He’s gonna be okay though, and so are you. It’s okay to cry ya know? *hugs again*
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Aw. You are the sweetest sissie ever! It sucks you have a crazy bio mom…but I feel like I do too sometimes…and it makes me feel guilty for thinking that, but I do…and she is.
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🙁 I’m sure he is really thankful for you.
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aw, i’m proud of your brother for making the move though it’s going to take some getting used to. will make it easier for you and baboo for moving though since one of your concerns was your brother’s commuting.
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