Grouch Monster Friday!!!!

 

 

 

I am so grouchy today. BUT… 14 DAYS!!!

So that makes me feel a little better.

That and grabbing Baboos butt before we parted ways this morning. rawr.

Ok, so I’m in super grouch mode.

I am so mad.

So, recapilation:

Went to the gym. 15 minutes eliptical, 15 on bike, about 150 cals total. That’s decent, but I should probably start ramping it up. I will do some DDR this weekend no doubt…

Baboo and I went to get my mp3 player. Smooth as pumpkin butter baby. (I wonder if they make pumpkin butter, and I wonder if it’s delicious…)

We went to eat. The restaurant we wanted (Across the Border) was closed down. BOO. So we went to Alcapulco. Yes, I was craving mexican food like you wouldn’t believe.

I really wanted cheesey evil enchiladas… but I opted for some nice fajitas instead. I actually was going for tacos (i’m all over the place with this craving) but this table next to us got a bunch of sizzling skillets and I got jealous. So I changed it.

I also had a mango margarita.

SOOO GOOD.

I got tipsylipsy. I was all weird for most of the rest of the night.

We went home and I went to plug in my mp3 player. The Deathnote 2 movie was about 2 hours long and I figured that would be enough time to get a full charge.

I really REALLY liked those movies. I’m probably gonna watch them in Japanese with subtitles over the weekend. I think I might buy them, I liked them that much. The ending was super good to me, even if it was different from the original. I also want the anime version.. and the manga.

Guess I’m a Deathnote fan!

Anyway, when it was all over Baboo was really sleepy and crashed out. I fiddled with the mp3 player (which hadn’t charged and wouldn’t do much) and set my alarm to wake me in a few hours so I could start the music transfer and have it all happy and ready for today.

I really think it’s super cute. Slim and sexy. RAWR.

Ok, so I set it up and pass out.

I woke up before my alarm went off… FOUR TIMES all excited. I do love my new toys!!!

But alas, it had not charged. The screen still said "connecting" and it was just odd.

I had installed the software it came with as it requested. The instructions were sorta basic, so I figured it was plug and play easy goodness. I did notice that no drivers installed, but I thought maybe the software did that already.

So when 1 AM rolls around I’m like something HAS TO BE HAPPENING.

It wasn’t.

So I just unplugged, restarted the machine, replugged and set my alarm to wake me up half an hour before normal so I could at least put a FEW songs on it. IT HAD TO CHARGE IN THE 4 HOURS BEFORE I HAD TO BE UP.

I kept waking up at random times checking it. It still said it was charging. I was getting worried.

I woke up before my alarms again and popped over to see what it was doing.

NOTHING.

that motha had done not a damned thing.

I started seeing red. I unplugged, restarted, uninstalled, reinstalled. I FINALLY got a message that it was loading up the fucking drivers and it was successful… but it STILL WOULDN’T DO ANYTHING. It wouldn’t charge for shit.

I restarted everything AGAIN. Uninstalled drivers. all that jazz and put it all back in from scratch, as my computer knowledge has taught me.

AND NOTHING.

I’m starting to think Windows Vista is a big fucking piece of shit. It was just an annoying trial before. But now I’m really hating it. I didn’t have these plug and play issues with XP (or 98 for that matter. I miss 98….).

Geezuz H.

Anyway… long and short… my mp3 player is sitting unplugged on my desk at home. It’s not charged, has no music on it, and I’m not sure it’ll even work.

I’ll be crazed if I have to take it back.

I’ll probably end up with a damn Ipod. That’s what Microsoft wants in all its demonic demontry!!!!

I’m so sad.

I’ll definitely be fiddling with it tonight, but I’M MAD IT DIDN’T WORK LIKE IT WAS SUPPOSED TO!!!!

Baboo was just laughing at me, even though I know he understand how it is when you just want your toys to WORK.

bah!

Add on top of that my electric toothbrush (which I’ve fallen in love with) got water in the battery compartment (I don’t know how) and is working all spazzy sometimes turning on, then not…

my house looks like World War 3 is being waged in clothes and crap…

my  kids are supposed to be coming home today but instead of getting dropped off like I was promised, I’ll have to drive the 2 hour round trip to get them and it’s making me mad…

I have no food in my house, I was dumb and went out to eat last night when I should have just gotten the cheap roasted chicken…

And the icing on this fucked up cake?

I’M NOT LOSING WEIGHT.

I am staying fat and stupid.

I don’t even think I’m losing mass.

I tried to put on a pair of jeans that are not quite "skinny" jeans, but usually fit when I’m nearing a more skinny state.

AND I COULDN’T BUTTON THEM.

and it just made me want to cry this morning.

I’m putting in all this goddamned work. Eating more rationally with better foods, smaller portions and all tha tjazz. I’m working out in a fucking GYM at least 3 times a week, and I was doing decent work outs at home before that. I am doing everything I’m being told Ishould do… and nothing is working.

It’s really discouraging and I’m so tired of it all.

I totally had a mid life crisis event on the train yesterday. I’ll talk about that later since this entry is getting long.

I know all my ranting can get hard to read through when it’s long and dull.

I could just cry.