give a fuck

i probably shouldn’t drink when i’m annoyed.

then i go look at winstons myspace and cry.

he doesn’t give a FUCK about his son.

and here i am with a guy who doesn’t give a FUCK about my sons.

who the fuck is gonna give a fuck about my sons?

i wanna kill myself.

but i can’t.

cuz i’m the only one who can give a fuck.

i’m really fucking annoyed righ tnow.

i fucking hate everything.

four.leaf.clover

March 21, 2009

Honey!! It’s never a good idea to start drinking when you’re in any way upset. Your sons have YOU. And you love them so much! He should give a crap about your sons… if he’s with you. He really needs to grow up. Seriously. You deserve the best ever cos you are the best and I love you and you’re awesome. And I care too 🙂

I care as well hon. you rock. /huggles! Chris

Poison Smile

March 22, 2009

Been there. How do fathers get off without having to care every second of everyday? I mean I am sure that there are some … just … where are they?

Valyn Reflective

March 22, 2009

*hug*

still broken

March 22, 2009

“and here i am with a guy who doesn’t give a F*CK about my sons.” That says it all. And YOU. You are going to give a f*ck about your sons, and you always have. The right man will love your sons as if they were his own. Keep looking, because y’all are a package deal. An awesome, lovable package deal.

You have a very strong family, between your boys and you. I noticed that connection when you were here. I noticed that you thought about them all the time even if you didn’t talk about them as much. I could tell that they were in your heart. awhh. May I also say how I like your hair in the picture, and thought of what it would be like if you braided your hair in pigtails.. yeah. hi.<3 I freakn’ miss you.

M.C.

March 22, 2009

I only wish I could give you, some of what Phillip has inside of himself, where, “your son’s being accepted, and cared about, by him,” is concerned! Phillip was willing to do that for Me, if I had to of had the twins! And, the other F-cker had to abandon us! Don’t worry honey…you’ll find your, “Phillip,” too, someday, who will accept everything about you, no matter what! Hugs!

KPinK

March 22, 2009

I feel you here…. man…oh man…