get me thru the rest of this day…. please….

Lunch made me happy.

Plus we had a "Crash Phone Alert" which means an airplane was in trouble and was doing an emergency landing. Everyone was sorta freaked cuz it was having trouble with it’s air brakes, so they closed down the street at the end of the runway and everyone was staring at the airfield in horror.

It landed like a fluffy ball of cotton and stopped LOOOOONG before it reached the end of the runway. so all is well.

But it was a little jolt of excitement.

I felt like my day was turning black and blue. Like… i was getting a bruise on my brain that I wasn’t sure how I got it. but there it was blossoming in all of it’s glory. Of course, i do know where it came from, all the brain beatings I’ve given myself.

But I told myself that I didn’t want to deal with it, so I won’t. Nope. Gonna shove it back in it’s stuffy musty grimey little hole to SUFFOCATE AND DIE.

or at least, i’d like for it to.

bah.

anyway, so now I’m ordering office supplies, which is fun because I get to spend money on junk for the office (granted, it’s boring junk, but whatever)…. but it’s not my money. and spending money is therapeutic. And I’m not even a shop a holic. I’d be in big ass trouble if i was.

I can’t wait to get home.

I’m tired of smiling and being "awake".

bah on a pumpkin.

speaking of, jonathon went to the pumpkin patch today.

he was excited and he said he is gonna pick the best pumpkin.

and we shall carve….