first entry of the year

 

I’m late! Sue me! I can’t even believe we are week into this crazy  new year. 2013. Well alrighty then! I guess I’m ready. I just want to get so much more done than I have in the last few months.

Yes, I have a valid exscuse. A baby is a big deal and the fact that I am home with him has rocked my world. It is a first time for me and I feel like I don’t want to miss a single second, even of the moments he’s just sleeping next to me. I know, I’m a little insane, but this is how it is right now. It’s getting better. Hopefully he will keep on getting independent and I will get used to it.

But I have to admit, even the thought of him eating more solid foods has me all in a tizzy. I want him to need my milk FOREVER. Lol. I’m insane. I know I"ll wean him around 1 year and be ok with it, like I was with my other 2, but damn it’s totally different now. Back then I weaned because I just stopped producing. I was pumping at work mainly and my body just gave up. But now, it’ll be different. It feels different. I’m so much more connected to it all.

He is babbling a lot now. It’s very cute. It’s not the normal "baba dada" stuff. He makes 3 syllable sounds. like oogeeoo and boolaaboo. It’s so cute I can’t stand it.

 

 

 Ummm, so I gotta go try to work on some projects. Editing for one. and some youtube stuff. I have a lot on my plate. heaping high. about a years worth of stuff to catch up on.

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January 6, 2013

Happy New Years, missy. 🙂

January 6, 2013

Happy New Year!

January 7, 2013

Happy New Year!

<3!!!

January 7, 2013
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January 7, 2013

First line of the entry: I’m late. My first thought: Nugget’s getting a baby sibling!

Good luck with getting it all done 🙂

January 7, 2013

I actually wanted to nurse Froggy for more than a year. But. He weaned himself shortly after we reached the one year mark. He would nurse at night before bed but even that he stopped needing soon after the year mark. It was incredibly difficult for me. And it will be for you too. But it’ll be okay. You’ll mourn that closeness. Especially since you’re not going to work You’re at home WITH the whole

January 7, 2013

everything of it all. You know? So yes it’s going to be different than with J2. (that’s what I’m calling the boys now. LOL. J2 or 2Js ? Lolll. Nevermind it was cute for a minute. But with nugget it will be different because youre SO THERE without work and outside stuffs. <3 u.

January 7, 2013

What terrible notes I just left you. Sh.t. It’s going to be okay though!!! 🙂 IT’s going to be wonderful to see nugget move to the next stage. Too late for that little bit? Lol. Sorry doll. I wasn’t thinking.

January 7, 2013

Hugs.