Eyes without a face (playing on the radio! oo!) *

ugh, done. i’m glad the DM added that one thing where I can privatize 30 entries at once, i’d have been at it ALL WEEK if i didn’t ahve that.

hooray.

anyway, i forgot what I wanted towrite about.

I just got another “rejection” of sorts.

but that’s ok… i guess 2 out of 4 ain’t bad.

I know I’m not making sense. I’ll come back to this entry and say “what in the hell were you talking about?”

and then i’ll shake my head and move along.

whatevah.

I forgot a couple of things about the day with Jeff that I want to remember.

He had this thing he did a couple times where he’d put his hands on my neck. Now he wouldn’t choke me, but he put pressure there and it was AWESOME.*edit* yes, this was when we were having sex. i really like it.

am i a freak?

yes,i think i am.

eh.

he also, when we were all cuddling said, “You’ll be coming back A LOT now, won’t you?”

and I said, “of course”

I don’t know why i’m freaking out that he will reject me when he said something like that.

*sigh* I hope he calls me tonight.

I’m calling him tomorrow no matter what.

I just keep seeing his sex snarl and it gets me all excited.

anyway… I just had some of the best chili ever. My mom made it yesterday and gave me a big container of it. yummmmm.

I also found out yesterday that I am disqualified from getting wic.

Oh well. I make too much money now. My allowance for Jacob and my raise that didn’t hit when i applied now puts me over my limit by something like 200 bucks.

I wasn’t too shocked, i knew it was bound to happen. I’m fine with it though, I get this last months worth and then I’ll be getting my own milk and stuff. But I’ll manage. I still need toget on a budget.

which reminds of something I need to do RIGHT NOW.