Everybody is in a bad mood…

Everybody is.

It’s sorta feeling like i’m suffocating. I feel very tensed out and overly stressed.

It doesn’t help that my boyfriend and one of my best friends are in a super tense frame of mind. I feel it all over me like a thick coating of something bristly and harsh and no matter how much they may not want me to notice, I do.

And I can’t fix ANYTHING and I’m getting angry too.

Co workers are fighting and tip toeing around each other. I have a feeling I’m gonna get caught in the middle of some mad random stupid bullshit and I dont’ WANT TO. It’s so quiet in my section and it NEVER IS. So you can feel this stupid tension like someone is blowing insullation into the air until we are all choking on it.

my boss is all snarky and looking like someone is threatening her, and I know that life is threatening all of us. Our mandatory furlough days will start in July, so my big hit in pay couldn’t come at a worse time. but my step mother will watch my children and I can pay her at the end of the month and it’ll work out just fine.

And if I can’t find a baby sitter, she may just do it for August to make some more money (if she hasn’t gotten a job by then!) and that’ll be sweet. Or something.

did I mention Love Muffin is coming out this weekend? I couldn’t find a baby sitter for my children two weekends in a row (they will be going next weekend so I can go to this movie with Baboo…) so I’ll be tied down the entire time she’s here. I dunno if she’ll like it.

Baboo, who has known her longer, thinks she’ll hate my children and will want to run away.

hell she might.

I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM THEM!

ugh and blah and more ugh!

with ugh sauce!!!!

This pretty young girl who would love to be my brothers girlfriend if she wasn’t moving to texas offered to babysit my kids. That’s so sweet. I guess I knew her when she was little, but I can’t remember.

She had fun with my boys on saturday….

I’m rambling.

I feel so tense.

People need to stop being in bad moods!

It makes me want to drink.

ha.