episodes…
There’s nothing like hearing your oldest child say that they hate you and want to kill you and bathe in your blood to make you have a great nights sleep.
Yeah, that happened to me last night. *sigh*
He’s fine now, but good lord. I don’t know how many more of these episodes I can take. It’s rough.
Anyway, onward?
I had dreams about fish last night. In my family, dreaming about fish means that someone is pregnant. I am NOT (no sex remember) so I wonder who might be. It’ll be interesting. Maybe it’s my bodies way of telling me that I’m ready to have another one.
But do I really want to?
I don’t know.
I mean… i DO, but my situation is… weird and when I’m in the midst of a stupid episode with my husband my first thought is "I do NOT want to have any more children with this lunatic"
*sigh*
Life is a butt.
WITH A HAT ON IT.
Anyway.
I have other things to write about but I gotta put on my teacher hat and make sure that my "loving" 12 year old does his work properly.
And also go hide all of the kitchen knives.
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Jeez that must have been scary, not just for you but for him too. I’m really worried about him, I don’t get what is going on with him. Is he seeing a counselor or someone that can possibly try to help him? It sounds like he really really needs it.
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ryn: I agree completely, there definitely has to be a part of him that is open to it. I’m sad that he isn’t right now. I just hope that until he matures, that things do not get worse 🙁 And yes, it’s crazy how bad I felt. I am a very light sleeper so I am really really surprised that I didn’t wake up when Aleyn came and grabbed her.
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That’s interesting about the fish dream. Usually, for me, someone I know announces a pregnancy after I dream of someone dying. :
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maybe an animal is pregnant? i know we want another child but i still feel like its too early, i am having so much fun with Cora right now i just can’t imagine it! but some day…
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Fish dreams are common as pregnancy harbingers go. 🙂 I can’t even imagine… beween the hubs and the kiddo… *hugshugshugs*
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I can’t say that isn’t a little worrying. For a child to be having thoughts like that. And the thing about your husband that’s an interesting comment too.
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*hugs* wish i could do something to help.
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I remember those days with my daughter. 🙁 *hugs*
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ryn: yarr…curse your smooshes, now I HAVE to be happy. XD 😀 IT FEELS SO UNNATURAL
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Would he have sex if he thought you wanted another one? Maybe it’s your body’s way of telling you that is what you have to say to get some sex around here! 🙂
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I had a dream I was pregnant last night! Weird.
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