Drama Train Central: 1st Stop: MY LIFE! *e

OMG, last night was a train wreck.

Here’s a breakdown.

* Drama on my website.

We got a new member about a week ago. Came  on really strong and aggressive, but I was trying to work with him. I guess my "fatal flaw" is that I’m *shock and gasp* involved very closely with my site. I greet all new members, I talk to them, I’m supportive. I give information, I explain rules, the whole shebang.

But this guy didn’t like my rules. He didn’t like that as the leader of the site, I was also a character. He didn’t like that he was expected to trust my information. He didn’t like that he couldn’t go off and do whatever he wanted, regardless of the guidelines I was giving him and information I was putting out.

He also didn’t like anyone speaking their mind about what he said he was going to do (which was what i said NOT to do. I said "don’t do it" and he said "i’m doing it!"… like really?). He proceeded to be rude and disrespectful to several members of the board. I tried to explain to him why this was an issue and he said I was a shitty leader and he didn’t work with people like me.

*blnk*

eh???

So he deleted his account, but I make sure people can’t just "run away" ilke that. I banned him first (of course he tried a few times to come back to the site, SIGH ON) even though all I was going to do was put him on a warning status.

But that failed and he’s gone, but not before starting a whole shit storm on my page.

I know, I know, this stuff happens. But jeesh. I don’t know why people think that I have to do things their way.

No, dear, it’s my site and I"ll do things MY WAY.

He went on to harrass me on facebook, saying "Write your own story you talentless hack"

*blink*

Ummmm, last time I checked, that was my own story. LOL, what an idiot.

I reported him and blocked him and hopefully he’ll go find a nice life somewhere that doesn’t include insulting, berating, and disrepecting people.

blaaah.

It really showed me who is truly loyal on my site. A certain person who was part of some drama before (no names, lol) was markedly silent. I saw her reading it all, but she did not once stand up to defend me, the site, or the other members.

Why? 

Because she was already "into" the new guy. I saw it with my own eyes on a chat transcript.

Lets not even get into the fact that the last person who started this kind of shit on the site was supposedly her boyfriend.

Ummmm, if that was the case, did he break up with her and she needed new meat?

It’s really sad. Both guys were young and in the miltitary. I guess that’s her "type."

But to choose someone she knew less than a week to stay loyal to, while ignoring what was happening and not even once standing up for the leadership just rubbed me the wrong way. Almost everyone else who was a part of that discussion DID say "I support you and your site. I think you lead just fine"… and as much as that is ego stroking, I do need to know I’m doing a good job for the members.

And this person whow as silent has been there since the start. She has leadership positions and influence.

And yet she can’t even bother to say "I’m sorry this happened to you."

NOpe, chasing a dick is far more important.

Yes, I’m hurt.

And I’ll say it now, even though some members (which may include her, she could very well be reading this and ya know what, maybe she needs to know how upset I am) read this and I don’t care, she has lost all ofer her chances with me. She needs to do one thing for me to be done with her now. Disloyalty will not be tolerated, especially not from someone who I have trusted, who has access to a lot of sensitive information, and who holds a position of power and leadership on my site.

You can’t support me, then you can go. She couldn’t even send me a private message.

It speaks volumes.

I will be doing a lot of things with this website and I need people around me who will be encouraging, supportive, and truly have the best interests of the site at heart. If that can’t happen, then I can’t have you as part of my leadership team.

Plain and simple.

I feel it is perfectly within my rights to talk about this here and to feel this way. And if you’re reading this, and you know who you are, maybe you should think long and hard about the place you want on the site. Because if you don’t like me, as the leadership, and don’t want to support me at least in the smallest way, then maybe you dont’ really want to be a part of it at all. Don’t just hang on to something out of principal. If you don’t support me, then you should leave. I’m sure you can find another place to write that will suit you better. I can’t tolerate this anymore.

Simple as that.

 

*E oh hilarious. so the site anniverasry is coming up, and she posted THERE how much she loves the site and appreciates it. But not on the post with the drama, and not in a message to me, even though she was directly invollved. Everyone else has apologized to me that had a part in the drama. EVERYONE. but not her. nope. I still don’t buy it.

 

*Did you think that was all the drama? NOPE!

So yesterday, my LOVELY neighbor broke the washing machine. My landlord came to fix it and when he left iwas like 11 PM. He sent a text asking if she could now have the machines every Sunday and Monday.

That’s fine, but not THIS monday. I wasn’t able to complete laundry and I really wanted to be able to get some in and finished so I could have clothes to wear this week. It’s not my fault she broke the shit and really I’d only need it for one or two loads.

I guess he told her because a few minutes after we responded I can hear her SCREAMING. Not just raising her voice SCREAMING BLOODY MURDER.

What is wrong with her?

Well, she was so damn loud you could hear everything she said. She said that she was NEVER EVER EVER GOING OT BE NICE HER (her =  me) and that I was NEVER NICE TO HER and that I had started a WAR!!! and I was doing all sorts of mean things to her and she had no reason to do anything nice to me.

*blink*

I don’t know what the hell she’s talking about. Shall I pull out the long ass list of shit she’s done to me?!

I mean Jiminy Christmas Crackers with Cheese, this woman has lost her marbles.

She yelled and screamed at my landlord for a good 15 minutes. Like raging out.

THEN, she started slamming doors and things all around and then stood outside of my bedroom and yelled "SHE’S A STUPID FUCKING BITCH!"

*blink*

Yep, that’s me. I"m the stupid fucking bitch that gets my supplies destroyed and wasted, the gate closed or opened as she sees fit to mess with my plans and travel, my clothes thrown around, my door banged on after midnight, my children yelled and screamed at… yah, I’m the crazy bitch!

 

Please God, if you could do one more thing for me this year (like you haven’t done enough wonderful things for me)… could you PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let us move out of this place soon. I want to be as far away from her as I can be. Let her torment someone else PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!

I mean, honestly, I don’t go out of my way to make that woman miserable. I’ve had my share of moments of not being very nice, but only when I was provoked by something that she has done. And quite honestly, I was barely scratching the surface of retaliating because I never once did anything on par with her.

it’s just a mess. I can’t even believe my landlord let her yell and scream at him like that. I’d have hung up on the troll.

 

ugh!

 

So, that’s about it for the passengers that the drama train left at my station over the last DAY. ha ha.

Lets just hope there are no more scheduled stops for a good long while.

 

Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!

 

 

 

 

 

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