don’t you mess with my french fries!!!!!

 

What up yo! It be Monday and I’m posting an entry two days in a row! Miracle of 2013? MAYBE!

I realized, after an note, that my last entry may have planted a suspicion that I may be late on my period.

Well, the good news is that I haven’t had a real period since around October of last year. (I sense one must be coming, but it hasn’t really happened. I had some spotting but that’s it. I know you care)

But I also haven’t had any sex since December of 2011.

Yeah.

I haven’t had sex in over a year.

I don’t even remember what sex is.

So unless Jesus is coming back (dodges lightning) I’m not having a baby any time soon. Or ever. Who knows. I don’t even want to put my baby in his own bed so how the hell would we even have sex?

So something I never talked about is the one night Baboo and I had a fight and he ended up laying on the floor and then I went to lay on the floor with him and we spooned for the first time in forever and I could FEEL that we needed to physically connect, but we never did. Oh well. Who the hell knows.

But speaking of my husband, as much as he pisses me off and makes me crazy, he really is amazing. Just the other night we went to get some food. I was distracted by my phone and when he tried to hand me the bag of food (which was over stuffed, so I blame the people in the restaurant!) it ripped and our fries fell all over the floor.

I was LIVID. DON’T MESS WITH MY DAMN FRENCH FRIES!!!

They were waffle cut.

and golden and sizzly

and smelled like heaven.

and were covered in hair and dirt from the floor of the car.

and he flung them all out of the window.

So I fussed and he fussed and it was one of those incredibly stupid arguments that could have festered into a HUGE deal that spiraled into a big old brawl that we wouldn’t even know why we were fightig or how it started.

Instead, my husband let it go almost immediately after we got home, even though I was still stewing on it a bit. And he was a sweet sweet man who didn’t let my crazy become his crazy.

and you can’t get any better than that, can you?

WELL I CAN’T!!!!

crazy can become a virus of doom infecting EVERYONE!!!!

so yeah. I love him.

I need to have some sex though. I forget how sex even works anymore. does my vagina still function properly? What is an orgasm? Will I still like it?

Can’t I just have french fries instead?

lol.

ugh.

Anyway, today was starting out really nice, but then I found a virus on Jonathons school computer because he has been going to websites when he’s supposed to be doing school (during the break he was doing math and I guess thats when he snuck onto a game website) and downloaded some program that infected his computer with a browser hijacker. Annoying! But easy to fix. At least it wasn’t something more violent and annoying.

So yea.

I have to edit videos for you tube! I have some gaming footage for Mymomisagamer and then I have some sketching fun for my other channel that will have a "draw with me!" series, where I learn how to do proper Manga art for my Survivor Girl Comic. I have decided that if I’m going to do it, I’m gonna go proper, so I have to get some basics. I got a how to draw Manga book and I’m going to go through it online and invite my viewers to do it too and submit their drawings so I can feature them and stuff. We’ll see if that goes ANYWHERE, or nowhere. whatever. I just wanna have fun with it. That channel (chaoticdream715) will also have Humanity Scar videos (Journal entries and min stories I’ve been wanting to produce since forever), movie reviews, my video podcast, vlogs, and a bunch of other stuff. I have anther channel (I’m ambitious yo!) that is going to be something more focused on being a mom, cooking too.

I’M AN IDIOT.

I want to do everything!!! EVERYTHING!

I have so many ideas.

I am also revamping my Humanity Scar Journal as soon as next week and editing and stuff too.

AND doing some stuff to spruce up my webpage. I have some cool plans for it this year.

SO LOTS ON MY PLATE. but i love it

The reason for my surge is that my Nugget is getting very indepndent and allowing me a few moments here and there to do things now. Last night he was good for an entire hour and a half while me and the boys recorded Minecraft. Then he was a little sweetie for another hour later on when I was working on some stuff for my youtube.

So yeah, it looks like this long period of NOT doing anything has built up and I’m exploding with new stuff I wanna do! I just have to be focused and organized so that I can give everything proper attention and really do good work.

OH! and I’ also keeping house better. Imagine that! I do have a hoard of laundry demons in my room BUT my living room and kitchen look really good and I am maintaining them and planning on keeping them looking nice for the long haul, which is big for me cuz I tend to be procrastinator and let things pile up. NO MORE! I’ll clean as I go and keep a nice house for my hubby.

Just gotta get my bedroom into the loop. the laundry monster just has to be tamed.

speaking of… my poor Nugget has a bad case of excema… did I spell that right? the dry irritated skin. Anyway, I started using this Wal Mart brand fabric softener and his skin NO LIKEY!!!  So I have to wash ALL OF HIS CLOTHES without that and put a cream and ointment on him and yeah. Poor boo. I don’t know if it is itchy or not, but he seems ok most of the time.

So yeah. that happened.

THIS IS THE LONGEST ENTRY OF THE YEAR! omiga pants socks and shoes.

I gotta go.

I got shit to do. and a baby to cuddle. god i love this baby. I posted a video of him singing with his daddy on facebook last night. It was SO CUTE. I may put it up on my "mommy" facebook later today if I get the chance, ya know, for the peeps who don’t facebook and wanna have a peek.

Alrighty. I gotta go for now.

LOVEYOUPEOPLE!!!! *muah!*

 

 

 

 

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