don’t eat licorice for breakfast

 

 

 

 

Happy Thursday!

This week is dragging.

My keyboard was broken this morning… oops! (yeah, i spilled water on it last night before i left. don’t tell!  I guess it didn’t dry out properly… har har. it makes me laugh…) So I had to steal one from a computer that isn’t being used and it’s a different kind (my original was one of those weird ergonomic ones) so now i have to retrain my fingers. It’s ok though. no problem.

It’s full of dust and crumbs though, gross. We have no compressed air. I asked Hot Coworker and he said he had some, but he hasn’t coughed it up yet. dummy.

So anyway, TODAY IS JACOBS 5TH BIRTHDAY! yaaay!

He was so excited this morning.

I have to remind myself to leave at 2 today. ha ha. I put in for a few hours vacation so i can pick him up early and take him to Toys R Us to pick out a toy or two. He wants Chili’s for dinner and I’m gonna go ahead and treat him to that. It will be another 40 bucks I don’t REALLY have, but whatever. I’m conserving pretty well on gas and I do get paid next week. Plus I have that retro check and a 16 dollar check to cash along with my stimulus. so whee.

I’ll make it.

I’m STILL in a good mood. Mark this down kids. I don’t think I’ve been this optomistic for this long … in my entire life.

I don’t see any downs or clouds or boos or waahs!

I do see some "mehs"… but only for silly things like bills and my credit.

ha ha i called those silly.

I must really be losing it.

don’t eat licorice for breakfast.

also, my period is officially bye bye and I’m a raging hormonal mess.(sexsexsexsexsex)

I swear to god I want to take a detour after I get off of work and attack "him" at his office without him suspecting it.

whatever.

I might see him this weekend. I hope so. I really want him. I can taste him right now and I want him so bad. I’m even writing erotic poems and stuff. crazytown. but he’s got things planned and I can’t hate on that. so he can’t come over…

for some reason it’s not making me as sad as normal.

Not that I don’t REALLY wanna see him. But usually I’m sad cuz I think he’s gonna drift away and never come back. Or that he really doesn’t want to see me anyway. Or something else equally dumb…. BUT… I don’t feel that insecurity anymore and that’s really awesome for me!!!

I know he’ll come see me eventually AND I know that he does want to see me at some point. He just has parties and the like to go to. And since he has the freedom, he should go. I want him to.

(but don’t get it twisted. I want him in my bed more… ha ha)

anyway, whatever.

I have a giant pile of work and I’m bound and determined to wittle it down. I’ve slacked enough this week to build it up, so now it’s time to get down, get down.

I WILL be reading favs though. My self imposed ADD makes me take breaks to read every 15 minutes or so.

ha ha.

 

Love you people!

Yay Thursday!