crazy sexy loopy talk *e1 *e2

ok ok, enough entries for today right?

so like, jaz jaz jazzzzed about nanowrimo now. I will finish! I will get a paperback MANUSCRIPT OF MYS TORY, i will try to SELL IT! ohmys! ohmys!

so wonderful.

what else.

ummm.

damn

wait.

thinks.

sex.

oh god.

the horny monster is creeping up and slicing it’s evil fingers into my brains.

I was just recalling when I first started talking to Baboo. And how i wanted to just slam him into a wall and molest him until he let me have my way with him. His hands were so divine. He had this great smile. He has these eyes like RAWR I  AM SEXY, YOU WANT ME RIGHT?! and i think, yes, right, have you i must!

I remember the first time.

and there was this hunger rawr rawr! but the awkward first timeyness was there. awkward.

and little did he know that he hooked me from go.

that smile was go.

GO GO GO, HOOK! YUM!

rawr!

so horny, insanity, crazy looming guilty fuming.

oh his smell.

it’s like mmmm, fantastic.

i miss him so much.

i miss him.

🙁

I shall just add on this entry thru the day as my craziness continues…

E1: Umm, it’s not getting better. I sit here at my desk wanting to just go home early (like it’s that early anymore when I only have about 45 minutes left….) and detour to glendale and find baboo in his office and jump him seriously with no mercy and then leave as soon as i came (ha ha, like that double … ontondruh. is how it’s pronounced but fuck i fi can spell it)… anyway.

yeah. sex.

rawr need fsk fsk blah blah oh the BLAH.

i want to scream.

i’ll be masturbating tonight.

but it won’t be fun.

i’ll feel so lonely after.

ha ha.

oh i’m lame.

i cried on a BUILD A BEAR WORKSHOP commercial at lunchtime.

it was all "everyone deserves the hug of a teddy bear" and i was like "sniff sniff, yeah!"

*blink*

shut up.

oh god, if i could only get laid my hormone chemical imbalance might have a shot at normal.

blah.

the actual countdown is something like 20 more days.

I’m gonna die.

*E2:

so guess what!

I’m ovulating.

no wonder. har har har. *sigh*

stupid waste.

whatevah.

I just did 25 minutes of a work out. i feel like death. it’s time to shower and perhaps read with my kids. They are sorta crazy right now though, so maybe I’ll just spank them and send them to bed…