Confession

I have to get this off my chest.

I’m really pissed off that my body is doing this and I have to deliver so fast. I’m going to forcefully evict my baby so fast and I hate it. I hate thinking of what he will feel. He’s safe and warm and curled into a little ball and I’m going to have to yank him out before his little body tells him it is time. And I am so fucking upset.

 

Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!

 

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You know…I honestly still feel like that. My son seemed traumatized and he doesn’t seem to have gotten over it. I mean..I’ve seen several babies born and it seemed natural and they didn’t seem the way he did…that probably doesn’t make sense.

Hugs darling, this isnt your fault. This is for both your and his safety xx

Aw, it’s so tough. You can’t help what your body wants to do. I’d rather you both be safe, than keep him in there and something scary happening to you or him or both. That would be so devastating, I just hope that even though he’s coming a bit early, that this will all work out and you two will both be safe.

Dude, I feel you. At least you are close enough for him to be safe. I evicted Patrick at 17 weeks. My fucking cervix opened and my perfect baby boy came gushing into the world only to live for 5 minutes. This is about you, though. You will be fine, he will be fine. Sometimes we have to do things for the good of our child. This is for the good of Nugget. Werd? Werd. Love your freaking-out face.