Chicken Bowl Shuffle

So, I had to pay for my metro pass.

My step mother simply CAN’T CASH HER CHECK.

ha ha.

She will oblige. *using the force*

She loves me right?

*le sigh*

Annnnyyywaaaaayyy…

I’m having a spicy chicken bowl for lunch.

spicy and ceeerazy.

I am tempted to get two, so I can bring one home.

Is that strange? why yes, it IS STRANGE.

Oh well.

I have roasted pork waiting for me at home. MMMM pork. I hope I get the flu *knocks on imaginary wood*

ANYWAY…

the only good thing about being sick like that is being able to lay up and play video games all day.

That’s how I beat Final Fantasy X-1. I had pneumonia and could only lay around and so I started to play. 12 hours a day. Video games. Tru dat homie. That was fun! and crazy.

I was mean to my baby when I was sick. I still remember telling him to get off my chest (I couldn’t breathe and he was making it worse) and he ran away crying. My poor Jakey.

I wish I could get some time back. His 3rd and 4th years on this planet are such a blur for me. And he was so big and smart and barely seemed so little because he was walking at 10 months and talking around 12 months and he’s so SMART it’s stupid cuz he acts like he’s simple when I know he’s not.

and now i’mg onna cry.

GOD I WANT A BABY.

jesus save me.

HELLO.

I must be super hungry.

I had strawberry yogurt this morning. I should probably have more than 90 calories of yogurt for breakfast, but it’s really all I manage to get down in the midst of my scatter brained work schedule. I’ve been catching up on favs all morning and I haven’t really gotten to anyone who has updated today. ha ha.

AND HELLO!

why do I keep saying hello?

I miss Baboo crazily.

On one hand, it’s good that I still miss him. Especially after a year. It feels like we haven’t been together that long, but like we  have been together longer. If that makes sense.

But on the other hand, it’s annoying to be so whiney these days. I’m all super needy and I want want want him and he’s not there! He’s probably smart to stay away from me like this cuz I might sew us together in the night and oh what a calamity!

Indeed.

wha…. i suddenly have a missed call and a message. I didn’t even see that!

am i losing the last bits of my miiiiind?!

ha ha, it was BABOO!!!

awww, he’s such a muffin head. He must have read my mind!

I wanna smush him!

well, it’s 9 minutes till actual lunch time, but I’m gonna leave in 4 to go procure the chicken bowlness that I desire.

I’m so excited for it *wiggle*

Who gets excited about a chicken bowl?

I DO! I DO!