blah you evil Monday! Blah you to HELLLL!!!!

Today is going to suck, I can already tell. I have an inbox full of stuff I’m not sure what to do with. Supervisor is off today (she ran a marathon this weekend like a loon) so i have to deal with a bunch of holiday party stuff I’m not sure how to deal with (yay!). I have 16 e-mails that are making me nervous because they are all asking me to do stuff I’m not sure how to do.

With the whining out of the way, I’ll figure it all out and it will all get done and I’ll be fine. I’m just one of those people who gets a wave of panic when I’m overwhelmed. Then I just break it down into bite size pieces, ask questions when i need to, figure it out, knock it down, get it done, end.

And pray, what the hell did I do with my weekend? I swear it ran away from me. I didn’t do a damned thing… except go to Toys R Us. And get approved for 1400 dollars in credit.

and yeah,

the rest should be obvious.

I only spent a little over 400 bucks though.

and this is the first Christmas I will really have been able to get stuff for my kids rather than scrape and scrap a few things together and hope everyone else makes them feel that overwhelming Christmas feel that I remember as a kid.

But this year. hells yeah.

I think I got one of almost everything that had Star Wars on it. My kids love it. I got a race car track. A pirate ship. A little portable kids cd player with a mic to sing with (I almost got this video camera system so they could dance around on the television, but I decided against it.. though debating going back for it, cuz they would LOVE IT), a gigantic army playset and a little playhouse/grill cooking station. it’s SO FREAKING CUTE.

 

yeah, mommy went nuts.

and like i said, still debating going back for a few more things, just cuz I can. I know I should just stay within my means and behave, but it’s SO HARD.

 I love seeing their faces.

and watching them play.

*sigh*

bleh blah.

what.

I got all drunksy on Saturday. But I ended up going to bed without any shenanigans. I didn’t stay on my webcam long. Nobody was around, so it defeats the exhibitionism really. I didn’t text Superhottie even though I seriously madly insanely wanted to. Oh well to that! I must fight temptation all this week to though.

I doubt I"ll win, but bleh, a girl has needs.

I’m also fighting massive temptation to email W. I should just leave him alone. After about 8 ignored letters, why do I continue to act like he’s suddenly going to care about anything I say?

blah and more blah.

I didn’t take my morning nap today, I hope it doesn’t backfire on me.

OH!

New computers!

They are coming tonight after work to deploy them. I’m a bit scurred, but I hopefully have all of my important stuff where it needs to be.

The bad part is that my internet usage may decrease. I will still update and such, but I know I won’t be able to read as many fav’s at work as I used to. I hate their evil monitoring ways. Whatever though, I’ll get by, figure it out, rock the casbah, blah the blah blah.

I keep looking at my pile of doom.

Me no likey.

go away doom! go away!

wrist hurts.

I will try to get some of my story up later.

but alas, work calls. I suppose if I start now then I will get most of this done before the sun comes up. Yeah, scary isn’t it…