beat me over the head with a bat

want another stupid entry? OK!!!

i forgot to pay a credit card bill last month.

i’m so mad at myself.

i get tomorrow off, but it’s gonna be stupid cuz i’ll be in a dealership all day waiting for them to drop a bomb about my car being seriously broken and costing me money I don’t ahve to fix.

i have a bunch of bills due ON WEDNESDAY. so i hope i can pay them online tonight and not totally drop off the end of the earth because i don’t get paid until wed.

i’ll have to get an extension on my electric bill though.

and I need to get on the pill (more on that later)

adn yeah.

my brain is totally freaking out right now.

my damn right boob is totally full of milk.

i need to pump.

but i’ll have to go get gas first.

i’m STARVING and only brought a teensy lunch.

i am holding steady at 135 pounds now. but that’s subject to change tonight when I go in and binge.

I’m glad I don’t ahve any ice cream in my house, i’d eat it all.

I’m stressing.

i’m freaking out.

i’m a loon…

I should post more pictures…

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*hug* it’s ok, babe! you’ll be ok. just take deep breaths! only one boob is full of milk? did i read that right? what’s in the other one? 😉

November 10, 2003

You talk about big things happening this weekend, and then about going on the pill and you don’t go into detail!? How could you do that to us!?

November 10, 2003

Just another manic Monday…… hope it gets better for ya! 🙂

November 10, 2003

yeah, why dontcha.

I hate when I forget to pay the credit card. They charge like $29 for it. Money pissed away…. Being a grown-up sucks ass.

November 10, 2003

Ugh I forgot to pay a bill once. I forget things so easily it isn’t even funny..

November 10, 2003

Hmmm, all sorts of mysterious things going on in this entry!! Come on, clue us in. We are all DYING to know what is going on with you!

you know what sounds good…mmm half baked ice cream by Ben and Jerry’s and movie theater popcorn

I dunno if this helps or not, but ((HUG))