a long long long long long boring thing

am I the only one seeing HUGE avatar/profile pictures when viewing entries today?

it’s making me lose my mind.

so here’s a stupidy woopidy ding dang doopidy survey.

cuz i’m bored.

BORED AS HELL.

and i stole this from a survey diary and i’m not giving props to anybody because I don’t feel like it, and I don’t ahve to and I wouldn’t know who to give them to in the first place. I want the props all for myself ANYWAY.

Eat it.

1. Who are you? A chick sitting a chair. What’s it to you?!

2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?  Hmmm.

1. I’m insane

2. I like boys.

3. I don’t like stupid…

3. When you aren’t filling out 5,000 question surveys like this one what are you doing? I like to sit in a dark musty corner sobbing into my sweater and rocking.

4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn’t like at the time). Didn’t I tell you that I don’t like stupid?!

5. What is your biggest goal for this year? to not lose complete control of the remnants of my sanity

6. Where will you be in 5 years? I would bet money I’ll be in the same place doing the same thing whining the same mother fucking whines.

7. What do you want to be when you grow up? I don’t wanna grow up, I’m a Toys R Us Kid!

8. Are you more child-like or childish? I’m the epitomy of child.

9. What is the last thing you said out loud? Ok thank you bye.

what the hell stupid (I didn’t say that, or at least, i don’t think so)

10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now? Lithium. both the one by Nivrvana and the new song by Evanescence…

11. Have you ever taken a martial arts class? I don’t need one. I’ll kick your butt right now.

12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same? My life does a repeat cycle of doom yo.

13. Does time really heal all wounds? time makes you think you’re healed then comes back with a sucker punch and a pocket knife to reopen the wound…

14. How do you handle a rainy day? I melt into a puddle saying "whyyyyyy"….

15. Which is worse…losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights? Losing my luggage furll of tangled holiday lights..

16. How is your relationship with your parents? I love them, but I’m more crazy than they are and it causes problems…

17.Will you miss them when they are gone? yep. don’t make me think about it bitch.

18. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you? Sure. but not on purpose. i like being oblivious

 19. What is the truest thing that you know? I love my children.

 20. What do you want your life to be like, as the future takes clearer shape? less chaotic, more fulfilling

21. Have  you ever been given a second chance? Yes, and I’m a pro at ruining them.

22.Are you more of a giver or a taker?  I like to give but I find my natural instinct is to take. so i have to willfully fight it all the time.

23. Do you make your decisions with an open heart? oh god. make me vomit. shut up survey bitch.

24. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you? childbirth. but then, it wasn’t as bad as it could have been cuz epidurals rule.

25. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you? I’m living it right now, heartbreak and lonliness mixed with a healthy portion of disappointment and resentment.

26. Who have you hugged today? My sons as I dropped them off at the babysitter…

27. Who has done something today to show they care about you? My Jonathon gave me a kiss and Jacob told me I was pretty

28. Do you have a lot to learn? Probably, but I resist learning these days.

29. If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?

1. how to work all the damn computer programs and how to trouble shoot it all

2. how to be normal

3. how to work on my car so i never have to call another swindling mechanic.

30. Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel? … probably how they make me feel. i’m a big open nerve these days.

31. What are the key ingrediants to having a good relationship? trust, communication, laughter, and comfortablity… or something. hell just not wanting to squeeze their eyes out of their heads like toothpaste on a daily basis is probably good..

32. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?

see my children grow up

have a baby girl

either get a man or realize i don’t need one and be fine with it. oh fat chance fatty!

33. what three things would you want to die to avoid doing?

Hurting or killing my children

…

stupid

34. Is there a cause you believe in more than any other cause? Hmmmm…. I suppose, but ya know what. my brain is so dead I couldn’t tell you right now

35. What does each decade make you think of:

The 19..

20’s: the charston dance

30’s: ew old

40’s:  OMG OLD!

50’s: poodle skirts and soda jerks (ya jerk!)

60’s: weird rock music

70’s: drugs

80’s: my childhood

90’s: crazy life transitions

 2000 (so far): stupid shitty thing after stupid shitty thing

36. Which decade do you feel you belong in and why? I really wanna go back to the late 80’s early 90’s thanks..

37. What is your favorite oldie/classic rock song? oh shut up. i don’t know.

38. If you could say any sentance to the president of the usa what would it be? Yo, dude… what up?!

39. What’s your favorite tv channel to watch in the middle of the night? Comedy or Cartoon Network

40. What Disney villain are you the most like and why? Uhhh… I like to say Cruell Deville cuz she’s NUTS, but i don’t have that same ambition. So I guess I’m a lot like… uhhh… crap… who cares.

41. Have you ever been a girlscout/boyscout? I was a girlscout without a troop for a few years. i decided it was dumb and quit. then they made a troop for my age group. oh well.

42. If you were travelling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat? Fly, cuz all that damn boating around would get on my damn nerves

43. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night? Because god puts a blanket over our cage at night. what the fuck.

44. What does your name mean? Advisor. Or something.

45. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outerspace? I think outerspace. Get me off this planet.

46. Word association

what’s the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:

air: fart

meat: meaty meat

different: strokes

pink: ribbon

deserve: love

white: angel

elvis: uh huh!

cilantro: burger (what the hell?)

heart: break

clash: of the titans

 pulp: beating

47. If you could meet any person who is dead and famous who would you want it to be? My older sister. Yeah, so she’d only be 18 hours old (if she didn’t age)… but I’d love to meet her…

48. What if you could meet anyone alive and famous? As stupid as it is, Angelina Jolie, just so I could see if I could get her naked. RAWR!

49. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday? Kill Bill Vol. 1 baby!

50. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do? My video game and a pack of trail mix with some bottled water and some porn on a little tv.

 

and if you got this far and read all that, i know you know I didn’t answer all those questions seriously.

i’m far to bored to do that.

and just to make this entry LONGER.

i will say that W did not respond to my email yet. probably won’t ever.

photoboy has not been contacted in going on 2 days.

my hair rules, i love it.

i need to get laid but i refuse to call superhottie cuz he has a bruised ego since i turned him down last time.

and …

uhhh.

bubble gum rules.

thanks for your time.

now get outta here.