Chaosbride

July 25, 2010

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A Death

My family called me this morning and I ignored the call. They didn’t leave a message, which was odd.

So at lunchtime I called and my step mother informed me that my Aunt Denise passed away last night.

She was my father’s youngest sister and a twin to one of my uncles.

Nobody knows what happened to her, they weren’t even going to tell my dad at first, but he found out anyway.

She was my favorite aunt on my dad’s side.

I haven’t seen her in years because of some stupid family feud over how my grandmother would be taken care of (she’s still alive, with alzheimers, in a home)…

and… my heart just crumbled in my chest.

and I went home early because I was a mess.

and I keep finding myself crying.

She’s the aunt that everyone said I looked like. She was always so vibrant and opinonated and wonderful.

And now she’s gone and I can’t even remember the last time I saw her.

And… I just feel sorta lost about everything.

Just lost.

And they always say this crap comes in threes… and I’m terrified of 2 and 3 right now.

I don’t know when they’ll do a service, and even though I don’t have anything to wear, I will be there.

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Breathing Life In

July 26, 2010

So sorry about your aunt! I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better

Sunshine, Lollipops

I am so sorry to hear that you lost your aunt. I hope that nothing else happens and the “rule of 3’s” doesn’t apply this time. Take care. XO

...sarah

I’m sorry to hear about your aunt. 🙁 *hugs*

Steel.City.Sue

Sorry to hear about your aunt. *hugs*

Jaded

Love ya. Sorry

K.Frances

Oh, honey… *hugs* I’m so sorry. You know how to find me if you want to talk- I’ll be on most of tonight.

M.C.

Sorry hun! Hugs. It’s natural to feel the way you’re feeling right now. It’s a part of the process. When’s the funeral? My condolences and hugs to you!

Sorry, I just realized what you’d said in your entry about you not knowing when the service is, so ignore that. Just let us know about anything when you do know anything about it.

Without Wings

🙁 My thoughts are with you Mo, and your father.

Taken_Love

*hugs*

i’m sorry sweetie 🙁 Chris

*Teej*

*hugs* soo sorry hun

KPinK

I’m so sorry. Sending you big hugs.

g_jds

Night Owl

Sorry to hear about your Aunt *hugs* That’s good that you can be there for the service.

Sophe

Oh dear, *hug and condolences and all the mushy, lovey, comforting thoughts I can send you*

UnConfused1

im so sorry to hear about ur loss. hang in there. *hugs*

Beautiful406

I am so sorry hun. My prayers are with you and your family.

Valyn Reflective

Aww.. baby, I’m so sorry. *hug*

I am sorry about your aunt. 🙁

Fictional Life

July 27, 2010

🙁 Death sucks. I’m sorry for your loss dear.

I am so sorry, love. If you need anything we are hee for you.

PS. I think the 3 rule is only for celebs. Lets say it is and it will be so. *hugs*

Ohhh… I am so sorry about your loss! (((hugs)))

four.leaf.clover

HUGS I’m so sorry hun

It is times like these that you have to remember and cherish the time you were able to spend with your aunt. I am sorry for your loss and my heart goes out to you and your family.