part 3 of 0200 Thursday
This is funny that so called has checked herself into treatment ! That is to funny it really is. Her in treatment Ha,ha,ha,ha Okay maybe I shouldnt laugh, but damn, what else am I suppose to do ? I know she isnt going to make it threw it. Not once has she, and this wont be any different. With the stories she is telling about me, how does she think she is going to make it if she cant tell the truth ? Staying clean, and making it threw this is about being honest. If you cant be honest with yourself, then there is nothing anyone can do to help you. Yeah, I did some wrong things when it comes to being married but I didnt go out and get ripped up on drugs. I didnt go and get kicked out of housing I didnt go and get put in jail FOUR yes, FOUR times because of drugs ! The first time was over checks, fraud, but they were going to use that money to get drugs ! So yeah, its all about the drugs ! And I just dont see her making it. I really dont care if she does either, because its not going to change what I am going to do when I get back to San Diego. I will divorce her, hit with so much crap that she has charged to me get it in writing that she will pay me back for those expenses and get the kids ! She will be in no place to say she can get the kids. She wont have a place to live, a job nothing ! And I am not going to give her anything more again ! Its her bed, she can sleep in it simple enough. Mean, I dont care you havent lived threw what I have been threw with this person. Love left me a long time ago, and now its just pure, Get the hell away from me you slut ! So that is that
Ill write more later