Not so brilliant…!

Okay get this…I think I have figured out what is going on with this lap top of mine.  It was taking 7, 8, 9 seconds to change from one application to another one.  Well I finaly had enough, so I called the people at hp, since they made this thing, and my computer is well under protection.  Come to find out, I did have some form of “spy wear” on my computer.  The lady that was on the phone with me had my go to a site and down load a program…ad-aware 6.0  Well I got it, installed it, and then ran it.  Once it was done, there was 400 some programs, or files that were “found” that were related to “spy wear.”  I worked on getting rid of them, and well some of the items I must get rid of are in my regastry (I know, it’s spelled wrong).  I do not know how to go in and get rid of things in there…I would call my brother in law and talk to him, but until I get some money to him, it’s best to leave him alone.  I owe him a grand…and he would like to have it back.  I am going to send him 500, and then another 500…be done with it finaly.  I know what I am getting paid the first of the month…and I can handle rent and 500 to him…plus the other bill or two that will be taken care of from my account.  I should just pay him off all toghter…get it over with…I’ll think about it.  I have my quicken program set up and going too…so I will know how much money I have.  Just need to get in touch with my insurance company to find out how much money they take from my account.  I have them set up on automatic payment.  Saves me that 4 dollar fee of doing the exstended payments. 

Anyway…back to my lap top…I have been able to cut down a LOT on the pop up adds, but they still keep coming.  Once I get the crap out of here that I don’t need, I am sure things will be a lot better off.  .dll files are a mother F*&%KER to get rid off…!  If the ad-aware program says I don’t need this on my computer, then I don’t need it.  I got this from a “tech” working on hp computers…so I will “trust” that it is not needed.  Any helpers out there…?  Right now though, I have like 27 files that are “ignored.”  It’s not gone, but things are working better.  I have a feeling though…that a lot of things that are on my computer happen to be coming from this site.  All the pop ups…a lot happen to come while I am here.  Yes, I do go to some other sites, but not like I use to.  Porn sites are filled with pop up adds too…like you needed to know that.  I need a good pop up blocker program.  I was given a site to go to by the “tech” but I must have gotten it wrong because it didn’t go to the site it was suppose to go to.  So yeah…when I get on my high speed cable…then I will see what I can get for a pop up blocker.  Will really need one then…! 

I am sitting here watching “Once apon a time in the West.”  This movie is so awsome.  Yeah, it’s long..it’s drawn out, but it’s still good.  Would be totaly great if I could find it on DVD…! 

So yeah…things with the kids, seeing them went great.  I am going to turn down the visit this up coming week, due to the way the “doctor” set things up.  I am not about to see my kids for an hour, and then have “her” come in right after me to see those kids.  That to me is just to much for those kids right now…and that is what I told the lady at the hospital.  I am thinking about the well being of my babies.  I told that to the supervisor case worker…she was suprised when I told her all this.  Plus I also told her that I am no longer going to be part of the SARMS program.  Visitations will be handled more by the case worker too.  So maybe soon enough I will be able to see the kids at the center, not the hospital.  Yes, they will still be superovised, but I will get more time at the center…and it will be a lot better for all of us.  Time will tell though…time will tell.  My mom and second sister will be in San Diego this time next week…I think it’s next week-end they will be here.  Things have, or are being set up for her to see my kids.  My kids know and love my sister, and the “sup” already said it was good to go for my mom and sister to see my kids.  I won’t be able to be there when that happens, but at least my kids will be happy to see my sister.  My mom will make a great “hit” with them too.  So yeah…we shall see what we see, when we see it…

Lates…!