where have i been??

well it’s been a long while since i’ve had anything to do with the computer and this diary in general…back when i first started this one i was into a lot of things that just really kept my mind away from the important things…although i don’t regret any of the things i’ve done in the past.  i won’t get into all that on the first entry…got to leave you wondering about something, right?

so where i am right now is still working for the same place i was before…it’s actually been 6 years. i now have a beautiful daughter who is all the age of 6 months….her name is Malachai…you’ll be reading a lot about her and of course i can’t leave out the wonderful woodsprite of a neice of mine, lil’ Harlie Jade…..she just turned 2 this year and she is engulfed in this innocent light that makes her sparkle no matter what she’s doing…from trying to help me with Malachai  to trying to sneek up the stairs all by herself (this one she likes to attempt when i’ve got my hands full with Malachai) but at least she keeps my days interesting.

i’ve fallen helplessly down the path of love…which mind you i tried everything to avoid this throughout my life…but it’s finally happened….although he seems to think i deserve better than him….but it will be a year in january….so i guess we’re not doing too bad….right?  each night as we fall asleep, i’m content with laying in his arms and listening to him breath, then with Malachai’s bed next to ours, hearing both of them breath lulls me to a peaceful sleep, i wake up wondering if it could be any better than the simple path that i’m on now…and i honestly hope not….but we all know that fate likes to throw us curve balls, so i’m waiting to see what’s around the next curve in the path….

Malachai has her first tooth and she cries because it hurts, but other than that she’s a wonderfully happy baby…her eyes light up when Arron is around (he’s the guy) and when Harlie is by her side she has the sweetest little smile for her….they are gonna be in a lot of adventures together in the next few months…once Malachai starts crawling…..boy am i in for it….

work is work, i won’t complain about it, because it’s something i have to do no matter what..so why make my life worse by complaining….althought sometimes it sucks bad….

i do believe that is enough for the first entry…now being as i don’t have a comp at home, and i have to go to my parents house to check my mail i don’t know how often i’ll update, but hopefully i’ll be able to at least once a week…..