today is the day

well today is when arron graduates from AIT….he’ll be heading home later tonight….well he’s supposed to go visit his dad in missouri for the weekend i believe….but he wasn’t sure if he was gonna do that….so i’m sitting here wondering if i’ll have an expected/unexpected visitor tonight…..

and if he shows up, will i have enough willpower to keep it at a friends level? when he’s around i seem to kinda just loose my head, and all that….

so here’s to me and hoping that today isn’t the day he shows up, cause if he does go to his dad’s then that means he won’t be here for another week which means i’ll be busy with school and i can keep my head straight….i hope