so yet again i’ve fallen off the face of the OD

i swear i do think often about updating on here…i just tend to think about it at 2am after i’ve finished up a paper…. one year left of school! and then it will be off to work somewhere, hopefully in my field of study….but who knows with the job market today…

so what has been going on with me? not a whole heck of a lot…other than school, taking malachai and harlie to the pool almost everyday of the week….and then we did take a zoo trip…and a few other things…car shows etc…just some plain summer fun!

malachai has been spending more time with mark’s mom and his sister…..she went up and stayed 2 times…the first time was for a week, the second was a friday-wednesday thing…she missed me and wanted to come home….tomorrow her gma is coming down and she’s going to go and spend the day with her family….and sunday they are coming to watch her get her tball trophy! she’s all excited for that. i think she might be going back up with debbie on sunday because they are supposed to go to a baseball game next saturday…

mark is a whole other subject….she’s talked to him once since amanda’s been out there…..and that was when his mom called him and said "here talk to your daughter" ….i let her call from here, but she always gets the answering machine…so yeah don’t know how all this is going to turn out…but yanno at least she has her gma and her aunt niki….

so school is going pretty good…i had a 3.0 for this semester, until my last class…my gma died the first week of the class and i just couldn’t seem to get caught up…so there were 2 assignments that i didn’t turn in…passed the class by the skin of my teeth, but it only knocked me down to a 2.05 for my cumulative….won’t loose my financial aid! and i’ll just have to work my ass off next sememster and get a 4.0 to bring my cumulative up

so that’s my life…in a nut shell lol….not a whole lot different than before…i have started eating healther and watching my calories and exercising…using the site that a friend showed me a long while ago….i’ve been blogging on there everyday as a goal and decided that today would be a good day to start updating here as well….

malachai starts kindergarten next month! she’s as excited as i am lol….not that i don’t love spending time with her but OMG this summer has been a trying one….the little miss attitude that she’s developed really needs to get out the door lol…i want my sweet little girl back…not the whiny little brat that’s replaced her….i swear the girl cryies more than anyone i know….especially if she thinks something isn’t fair to her….bah!