so where am i today?

in my usual spot of course… sitting at home, working on school stuff.. with one minor twist.. Malachai is home again from school. This morning she had a low grade fever, but if i would have sent her to school, they would have sent her home, so she’s currently playing dress up in her room… lol so cute, she’s got an apron on that Kia made in 8th grade, her easter dress shoes, her hair has clips and ties in it that she did herself… kinda reminds me of a 50’s housewife lol …i’ll post a pic of her later in it!

so I didn’t do so well in anthropology, so i’m retaking it this semester.. i hope that i do better in it… i don’t know why i didn’t do so well, no excuses, i just didn’t feel compelled to do some of the assignments… i felt burnt out and frankly didn’t care in the first few weeks… which put me way behind, and when i finally cared, i couldnt catch up… although i will give myself a bit of credit, i did do my part of the group project.. i couldn’t let others get a poor grade because i was having a moment of the not cares… i’m focused this semester… i honestly think i was burnt out, the way the semesters go i don’t have a break at all.. and i think it was taking a toll on me… always in here doing work, some of it that seems senseless to be doing in my opinion.. but yeah so that’s where i am with the school stuff… my gpa, for the semester too a beating, but my cumulative is still in the good graces… so i didn’t hurt myself too much…

last night i was cleaning my pictures folder, getting rid of things that i didn’t need, and organizing the folders…. and somehow i managed to delete the entire my pictures folder… i did manage to recover it, but what confused me is that when i hit delete, it didn’t ask if i was sure and it didn’t move everything to the recycle bin… i was deleting a folder i didn’t need, but managed to click on the entire my pictures folder instead of just the one.. yeah i was about half asleep when i did it… until i realized what i did lol… so now i’ve got to buy some cdrs so i can burn all my current pics to disc… i don’t want to chance loosing the pics again…

i have to go to walmart tonight… get stuff to make Hayden’s cake… his party is saturday, but we’re taking Malachai up tomorrow after school…and she’s going to spend the weekend with her gma & aunt nikki… i wanted to be at the party, but Kia has prom on saturday, and i have to decorate the horse carriage… plus mom’s not going to want to drive us to columbus for the party and miss Kia’s prom… lol that’s not gonna happen… and if Malachai stays here, one she wont’ get to go to Hayden’s party, and two, she’ll be a pain at the prom entrance lol.. she’ll be everywhere attacking Kia’s friends and of course Taylor lol… so yeah, i think taking her up there this weekend is best… plus i have to make Hayden’s cake… and well if we don’t take Malachai up, he’s not getting a cake… so tomorrow i have to make a cake…

and i have to make cookies… the softball team is doing a bake sale on saturday… and we have to take something for it… it’s a benefit for another kid’s mom..she has cancer… so all the teams are doing something to raise money..

aside from Kia’s prom on saturday, which we don’t have to do anything until around 5, there is the big community sale at German Village… mom and i are still planning on doing that …leaving here at like 7am or so to get there… and we’ll be doing it without kiddos this time… last few years we’ve had all 3 kiddos… with my sister being there too, which was like having 4 kiddos lol (i know mean… but it’s the truth) … so i’m kinda excited about that… won’t have to deal with the "mommy i’m tired of walking" and "mommy i want this" every five minutes lol! although i’m sure it would have been a bit easier this year since we were only going to have Malachai originally…

anyway, i’ve taken enough time from math… not that i want to be all excited about math problems… but i will be, just so i get it done… and no more not caring about classes… not with graduation in sight … 3 semesters away… i’m almost there…

more later

<3 Cole

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