so things are going good…

so far anyway, they are going great…im just sitting here waiting on something bad to happen….it always seems that when my life is going great, fate drops another big bomb in my lap and says "here deal with this now"

the phone rang yesterday morning and to my suprise it was Morgan County Courts telling me that they have just issused a warrent for my ex…so then i had to call his mother so she could let him know…did i not mention that she is also my landlord and my mothers boss…so it’s kinda complicated to talk to her about Arron….although she did side with me when i kicked him out…she told me if i didn’t change the locks, that she would…i’ll get into the story of kicking him out later…it’s long and drawn out..and i’m only taking a 5 minute break from the gallery….so she wasn’t happy that he has another warrent, and she said that she’d let him know….and the way it sounded didn’t sound like she was going to be very nice about it

then i get a phone call from the phone company, asking for Mr. or Mrs. Fones….well the bill is still in his name, so of course they wanted to talk to me….it wouldn’t be the first time that i was refered to as his wife….a title that i was actually loving for the moment, but he had to be a typical guy (no offense to tthose of you men who actually don’t cheat on your fiancees) bah

anyway so my point is that i go and get him out of my mind, and then something just happens to remind me of him.  like when i was at wally world with Malachai the other day…she saw a guy in his army gear and said "Daddy" and was pointing….so even she has a tendency to remind me of him (even though she’s not biologically his, Arron and i were together since i was 5 months pregnant with her, so they bonded and he was daddy)  Not to mention that he did come to visit her and all that, so then for the following days, it was "where’s daddy"

so there is my rant of the day….still waiting for something bad to happen or for him to just show up again……