So she might as well be mine…
my sister is a pain in my ***….i just don’t get her, she’s got a wonderful daughter, four years old, and she wants nothing to do with her unless it makes her look good in public….I’m going to school full time, being a single mother to my 2 year old daughter, and picking up the slack in my nieces life….my sister went and got herself pregnant, so she could keep her low life scum of a boyfriend, yanno the type, moves out on her, says she’s the problem, when the whole time he was cheating on her, yet despite that, she gives him every ounce of money she worked for, lost her house, and had to move in with me…not that i really wanted that, so she’s been living between his apartment, which mind u is a dump, and my house…..so over the past few months that she’s been living here, she has caught him in bed with the same chic….yet he convinces her that it wasn’t his fault…blah blah blah…she was flippin stupid, and believed every friggin word he told her…..time and time again…so now instead of being a good mom and staying here putting her daughter to bed, she leaves me with the kids when i got home from class at 830pm and finally comes back at like 1130pm….only to tell me that if he calls she’s sleeping..blah, i went off told her that she needed to make up her mind weather she was gonna be with him or not, and keep me out of her flippin drama..if she didn’t want to talk to him, quit hiding and tell him….well she left again….and guess what she’s not home, how much u wanna bet she’s down there kissin his skanky *** even tho she knows that he was with the other chic…..grrrrrrrrr why is she being so stupid? does she not understand that she is driving a wedge between her and her daughter…..that her daughter thinks her mommy left her…that she doesn’t want her….i just don’t know what to do, i mean mom has told her time and time again that if she doesn’t straighten up that she and dad will take harlie from her, and i honestly think that she’s wanting that…
not to mention the fact that she went to the doctor today and he put her off work for like a week because her placenta was detaching itself from the uterus wall….and what is she doing…running around acting like she is the high school drama queen….she doesn’t care about that baby in her anymore than she cares about the one sleeping in my house…in her bed, in my daughter’s room that she shares…harlie and malachai might as well be sisters….i will never ever leave harlie without a place to live, she is just as much a joy to me as my own daughter…she was born first, we bonded before i even had malachai….
i just grrrr don’t understand at all..i mean what is she thinking….why is she letting this idiot ruin her life….not that it’s all his fault, i mean she is the one that keeps walking in on him and the other chic yet believes everything he tells her…i mean what did he say "sorry honey, we were changing our clothes because the roof in my bedroom leaked and we just kinda slipped and fell" hope that isn’t too graphic for the diary, if it is i’m sorry and the whole rant is pointless, but if not, thanks i needed that….bah, now on to the school work…only a week left…..i will make it through this i know i will, it’s just frustrating……..