sitting here @ 4am

so it’s now 4am and i’m not even remotly tired.  i’m rippin songs onto my comp and just getting back into the whole having a comp at home….and i even went back into irc tonight, met  a few new ppl, had a bit of fun…the best part of it is that i can actually work on my online class for school right here and i don’t have to worry about snaggin a comp at school now….plus this can go with me….pffft in a week i’ll be used to it, but it’s just a new concept for me, to actually have something that i paid for and it’s completely paid for….no bills, no collection agencies and all of that…

i guess i should probably get to bed since chai will be up at the butt crack of dawn, but then again, if i go to sleep now, i won’t want to get up….so now i’m into ramble mode….

i’m working on a paper for my psychology class about the psychological disorders related to the use of ecstasy….and some of the information that i’m finding is just unreal….back in like the 70s-80s, there was an ex-seminary student who had an 800 number in texas that you could call to get rolls and they would even deliver…but the fact that it was legal until 84 had something to do with that….just crazy yanno, a dangerous drug being named by an ex-seminary student..and delivered to your home….bah, wouldn’t that be nice….not that i do that anymore, but back when i did do it, i think that would have been a perk…….

other than that paper i’ve got one more that i’m doing..it’s for my anatomy class..and it’s also on ecstasy, but on the effects it has on your brain..the whole sertonine and neurotransmitters….but that i won’t go into because i’m still not understanding it myself….

so i got my overage check today, which i mentioned earlier, but i didn’ t mention how much i actually got back…i ended up getting like $4 shy of $4000. it was just great, i was only expecting like have of that…so i decided to splerge and buy myself a lap top, and i bought the baby some things, took tena and the kids to lunch and dinner, plus did a bit of shopping for brit’s school supplies….which tena sayz she’s going to pay me for, but she don’t have the money, and its not like it cost that damn much ne way, so i didn’t even tell her how much i spent……she don’t have the money cause her "man" takes it all…and i know that she should leave him and all that, and she is planning on it…one step closer now, she’s got her license back and now has a car, now all she has to do is find a place and a job, which shouldn’t be that hard…..

well i guess i should end this for now, and get something done, either sleep or more homework

luv yas