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so here i go again, forgetting to update this diary…i’m such a bad person when it comes to this….so what’s new with me….well not a whole lot…this quarter is easier than the last few, i’m actually bored in most of my classes, but i know i’ve got to get it done…so no slacking…altho i do tend to fall asleep in anatomy class…but so far it’s just all review for me….and it’s not like the proff really cares if we sleep, he told us that the first day of class lol…that and if we needed a break to walk around or whatever, we could take it when we wanted….

my sister is still on again off again with her "boyfriend"….her reasoning is that and i quote "well i am having his baby" GAH, BAH, JUST KILL ME ALREADY…..i mean it’s not like she stayed together with harlie’s biological dad, so why this one…guess i’ll never really understand….

malachai is driving me crazy being 2…she is in to everything and her favorite thing to say right now is "no mommy i don’t want to" …i know it’s a part of life, but i want my sweet lil’ girl back lol…..nah it’s not too bad, just somedays are worse than others…..but that’s life and i wouldn’t miss a minute of it with her….she is just amazing tho….she’s speaking on a 4 year old level, she knows her colors, abc’s, she’s beining to help me read her books… i know it’s just me pointing at a word and saying it and then she repeats it, but it’s a good start….she’s so full of joy and energy…..

guy things…well i’ve finally decided that i’m through with him playing games with my head…yanno the whole time he was away with the army and calling me every week….then he comes home and nothing, no phone call, no going to the movies, no nothing…..which is for the better i know, but it’s just the fact that i was good enough to talk to while he was away and no one knew…..but now that he’s back in town…..bah….so the funniest thing i heard today, HE’S IN JAIL…..he got picked up today on warrents…lmao serves him right…..and i figure he’ll be calling me from jail at some point in time…

other guy things, there are a couple guys in my classes that have been flirty with me, which i’m sure they’re just like me and being flirts, but yanno, who knows what is in the future?

well i’ve got to get off of here…..running the station right now, and i know i should be paying attention to it lol….even if i only have lab as a listener….and he’s sleepin….

ne way i will update when i remember to

luv cole