It’s finally fucking here.

The weekend!! It’s finally here!!! My god this week has gone by so ridiculously slow it’s not even funny.

Let’s begin.

The last few days have been hectic. I can’t say I would do my mom’s job everyday that’s for damn sure. I hated it. It was so crazy. And she makes it look so easy! I was haulin ass everywhere just to get everything done in time. My feet are definitely feeling it. And my back. I don’t think I’ve had a meal for the past three days. I just haven’t been hungry. Oh well. we all know I’ve gone longer than that.

Tonight. Tonight is going to be great. Granted it would be SO much better if John and Tori could be here, I know it’s still going to be a good time. You don’t even know. Tonight Brett and I are throwing our party we’ve been planning since we found out my parents were going on vacation. Since I don’t have any friends, it’s going to be all of my brother’s friends here. Andy is going to be here, which makes me happy because I actually know him. Otherwise I don’t really know any of his friends other than the three I met last night. Kolb is gonna be here. He’s a tiny little fucker. Probably only a little taller than me. That should be funny. He’s prolly nearly as much of a lightweight as I am. Keegan is coming. And god I don’t even know who else haha. I’m real excited though. Hopefully the neighbors don’t call the cops or pull some bogusness.

Tomorrow Brett told me he would take me to John’s house for the night, which I am more than excited for. I’m finally not on my damn period anymore, so that just makes it all the better. I miss him so much and it’s only been a week. I can’t wait to see him and kiss him and feel his warmth against me. I’m going to marry him. Mark my words, I will be Casey Renee Morris before I die 🙂

Today for work we were supposed to go swimming but it started pouring so we didn’t really get to. So instead of going to the pool, Miss Jessica and I decided that we were going to take the kids outside in their suits to play in the downpour. It was so much fucking fun. I’d almost forgotten how good it feels to let the rain wash away all the pain. It was beyond perfect.

Still worried about John. About his court date. About what the future is going to hold and where his life is going to go. I’m really scared. I don’t want him to go to jail or prison. I don’t know what the hell I would do… I just don’t know.

Alright. That’s enough. Time to finish getting ready for the party. So far only the bottom half of my is ready. Head to waist? Not so much… Fuck me I hate trying to make me look pretty for people.

<3CaseyRenee<3