I cannot stand some days…

 Today has been so shitty…

Work just started off to a terrible start. I had to continue working on the stage, and Jessica was SUPPOSED to be helping me, but funny thing she just so happened to disappear after saying she didn’t want to do it. So guess who got to do that all by their fucking self today? That’s right… It was just fabulous. And then when she WAS helping me take out some things to the dumpster, she tossed the keys to the backdoor to me and didn’t throw them far enough and they ended up falling into the dumpster. All the way to the fucking bottom. Guess who got to fish them out because Jess has a bad back and bad knees and this that and the other. Yup. I was fucking livid…

Things were fine when I was in the baby room.

It’s after school that sucked.

None of the kids would fucking listen. Nothing would go right. This child was touching some other kid on the crotch under the table and he said he wasn’t touching him and blah blah blah I have to talk to your mom because this isn’t okay. Mom just says "Well that’s boys for ya" and leaving. June deciding to keep me late tonight when all I wanted to do was go home because she felt the need to talk to me all of a sudden when it was time for me to leave. That’s fine though. 20 minutes of overtime is fine with me.

Honestly though, I am so done. So stinkin done. I’m tired of STILL being treated like lesser of importance in my classroom even though I’m teacher qualified now. I’m just sick of it. Why does it seem no one thinks I’m good enough… It’s driving me up a fucking wall, and I just want to scream. And cry. And blow the fuck up for no reason.

<3CaseyRenee<3