Delta Dawn, what’s that flower you have on?

Nothing has gotten any easier. 

I miss him… I miss him so much… Mom slept with his collar last night… I knew I heard jingling…

She was talking to me about it today… I’m trying not to cry… I don’t want to cry…

Me, Megan and my mom are all getting his paw prints tattooed somewhere.

I’m getting mine on my chest. Right over my heart… And his name under it. Then he will be with me always…

Going to John’s tonight for the weekend… I hope I don’t start crying when I’m there.

Tori is taking me there later tonight. Not sure when, but I know for sure I’m going to end up crying in front of her before I even get to John’s…

I just want to stop hurting. I want to stop missing him so much and crying so much and being so lonely without him here… I just want him to be here, home, where he belongs…

<3CaseyRenee<3