What to do what to do

1:30 and I’m wishing you were here
I’ve gotta be up in 7 hours
But things aren’t playing out
Life isn’t working out
The way I had it in my mind
I’m supposed to go for things I want
If it’s a dream
I work to make it come true
But if it’s not compatible
Is that a right now?
Is that a never
I love you.
The idea
The reality
And I can’t just let go.
But for your sake
I can’t hold on.