thoughts…

i had never realized how angelic it could seem, this twirled up twilight in between, this feeling of renewal inside this old stubborn heart. The battle is done yet it seems i’m still fighting, thinking so much about how she is like me, how it is we both greet the sun with a smile, and kiss the moon goodnight. How our pictures are more than just a change, how our smiles are just more than just a game, how we laugh about our differences, and cry at how much we need each others tears…

it feels weird to be back here, the same place i once feared, that limbo between reality and a fairy tale, where the grass is always greener and the cookies are so much sweeter. How the songs seem more meaningful, how the birds chirp louder and prettier. How the words cannot be said, yet are heard throught, how the breath is always contained, but the sigh is always known.

everybody grows old, everybody knows the end is somewhere, but its always surprising to know…you aren’t going to do it alone.