Rain rain…

its about 12:20 now and im sitting in front of my computer, yet im sitting here not needing to write something for school. I’m just sitting here listening to music and thinking, something i had not done in quite a long time i might add.

Life is going good, cant complain, if anything i can cheer myself for how good things are going with everything. School is almost out and my finals arent that hard, so i can say that im pretty much chilled out for the next week or so.
I got hired as a Game Advisor at GameStop, like my girlfriends brother said, dreams do come true. Some of you might be reading it and think to yourselves "wow he is such a kid" but honestly what more could i ask for than to work with things i’ve loved since a child, its like a basketball fan working as a towel boy for his favorite team, yes to me its that exciting!

Life at home is good, chill nothing more i can ask for, my parents are gettting their citizenship this year so hopefully they’ll be able to join me by years end over here in el paso. We are thinking about buying a house together…recently over the last year or so i’ve been getting along great with them. I guess i’ve matured and they have learned to deal with me better, lord knows i changed over the past 4 years.  I guess i just learned how to become a simple man, go to work, go to school come home enjoy my time with my girlfriend and have the company of great friends.

Talking about great friends i want to thank everyone around me, all of you guys lighten up my days ever so much, whether it may be a text from Myrna, Pata, Freddy a call from Migs asking me what im up to today, Memo buzzing me on msn cause i dont answer him. Chriss and his tripped out comments on myspace, rubi, karla, marcela, too many to name. My floridian cousin JR ( we miss you here man ) just all out peeps from everywhere.

I remember always wanting to turn my life around, always wanting to change something, anything i would change would better my life, or at least that is what i thought. I remember someone once told me that i couldnt be able to love or appreciate anything if i couldnt love myself first. I never took it to heart and led my life still wanting to change something about myself. As i sit here thinking about nothing and everything i come to the realization that i finally love myself, for my flaws, for my mistakes, and for my decisions. I"m a writer, i can write books about how it is things could have been different if i wouldn’t have done this or have done that, i used to dwell on the what ifs, and even though i would say i wouldnt, hell i would.

What makes this different you may ask, well i really dont know it just feels different. Hmmm…different i like that word. I’m not content with life, im actually happy with it…with everything, with everyone…yes everyone even people from my past…well the few people i still talk to from my past, im glad everyone is doing good. I’m super excited for everyone, from people graduating, people getting new jobs, people leaving the city :(, to people getting accepted into their dream university (congratulations by the way) everything seems better for everyone and im happy about that.

I was checking the weather, and they said it would rain, great things have always happened when it rained. Thanks for the read guys…enjoy the storm.