Immaculate timing
Tic Toc goes the clock in his head,
Seems to him the time has come,
All Is silent within him,
Like the silence before the storm.
He knows now that he must choose,
The path of loneliness he once walked,
Where he could only hurt himself and no one else,
The path he feared for so long,
That path that gave him that everlasting stain.
To take the alternative seems like an inevitability,
For he know that through such roads he would destroy those around him,
They will eventually realize the monster he is,
And would repent to have ever opened themselves up to him,
He knows he will let down all those who believed in him once,
He knows he will hurt all of those that do not deserve it.
He has done it once,
He has done it twice,
Countless time he’s told himself not again,
And found himself regretting it again.
He implores to the wind,
To please show him a sign,
A glimpse of what it is that he must do,
To let go of that curse that follows him throughout this world,
Yet no response is seem to be given,
Just the gentle whispers in the wind he always hears.
Why did you have to do this to me?
Good point on the baby chicks thing. I’ll probably stop by and read things when I’m not going to bed if you do not mind. Thank you!
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RYN: What song does it remind you of? Just curious… the poem’s kind of based on personal experience. Or rather me trying to figure out if I do have what the poem is about. I liked reading this entry, by the way…even though it makes me feel sad. You have a good way of conveying emotion through your words.
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RYN: well if it was “Anata no otou san wa dare desuka” means “who is your father?” 😀 but oh damn, I wish the japanese would show 😛 🙂 take care and feel free to stop by again Waiting for an echo… Ashita e… ~~~>
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haha thanx with the soccer thing. ya i love soccer too i guess it happens when you grow up down here. any ways ttul
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RYN: haha yeah, I learned a bunch of random stupid phrases in japanese XP yeah Japanese is fun, I taught myself a lot during high school because I was so pissed I couldn’t take a class, and finally I’m taking it in college, but I end up teaching myself more then what I learn in class haha Waiting for an echo… Ashita e… ~~~>
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we all have monsters inside us, but there are many that would deny it. your writing is elegant and appealing, as well as intriguing. i like. 🙂
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ryn: actually you do get extra points for doing activities, but that doesn’t kick in until you’re on the program for at least 3 weeks (b/c they want you to get used to just the points first of all) you’re also only allowed so many points per day, but you get 35 extra points per week that you can spend however you choose, on any day or split between days
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I’m very curious as to what it is that you are hiding. What deep darkness there is within you…Because you see, I bet it’s not really there at all. I am still working through my darkness, but I am slowly realizing that it’s not there…Really, I am here for you if you want (I would love to hear more from you). Your writing is really good and honest…It breaks my heart and reminds me of my past,
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But I have gained victory over it and now I am able to help others through it all. It’s not a trouble or a hinderance and you cannot tell me anything that would shock me or hurt me so don’t worry. I really want to be there for you.
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I like you my new friend and I think this is the beginning of a wonderful friendship. I hope that you have a great day. God loves you in spite of yourself. I am very curious as to what questions you have not had answered and I am encouraged by your notes and reminded of true life by your entries. Keep on keeping on and maybe we can help each other.
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